20061230

[Song: Tell Me Baby-Red Hot Chili Peppers]

I'm seriously addicted to this song. It has such groovy tune, well almost all Red Hot Chili Peppers songs have it. I can't believe I didn't find out about this song until now. I had the Stadium Arcadium Album for months but I never listened to any songs from the 2nd Disc, what I twit I am.

Anyhow, training today was erm...fun but tiring for me. Did jumps for training, tried my new spikes. Still not very used to it yet. Plus plus plus, my quadriceps felt damn weak today, which is a bad thing, cos I couldn't jump properly. I think it's due to my first jump training today. I always get it after not training for a long time. Plus my whole body is aching now, especially my legs.

I think I know what exactly Anthony is talking about already. About that stupid irritating pop up that always appears when you come to my blog. Shit man. Last time was that stupid porn site thing on my old link, now, it's this. Damn. And what's that earthquake shit in taiwan that affects our internet. Looks like everyone are taking the quiz thing from me huh?

Oh, yesterday I went to church for this Junior Cathechist thing. I must say it's quite fun. At first the room was super super silent. No one was talking at all. I felt super weird, maybe we were all put in an unfamiliar situation, but after a while it was quite okay already. It's enriching I must say. Oh and Sarah is super greedy! Haha, Take all the ferrero rocher, plus the bread thing all. Haha


I'm like eating Curry flavour maggie mee with egg at like 2.56a.m? Be jealous of me. I know you want it.

Goodnight!
Goodbye!

20061226

[Song: Make Damn Sure-Taking Back Sunday]

It's Christmas, and it's a boring one. Well, it's not only me that find it boring, Gen and Ant also says it's boring. I bet everyone are like enjoying themselves with their party party. Anyway, it's a boring one cos my family and relative are celebrating it on the 31st of December, so it's sort of combining Christmas and New Year. Can't wait for my money, cos I ask for cash as my Christmas gift and since my Birthday is just around the corner, they will combine it together and I'll get more, Haha!


Anyway Jit Yong made me do this. So here goes.


Instructions: name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.dont read the questions below before you write and tag 5 people to do the survey.


1. Cheryl
2. Aloysius
3. Nicole
4. Jessica
5. Jit Yong
6. Gladys
7. Michael
8. Bill
9. Edgar
10. Glenn
11. Gen
12. Nicholas
13. Anthony
14. Timothy
15. Damien
16. Victor
17. Amanda
18. Jasmine
19. Natasha
20. Colleen

How did you meet 14? Churchmate man!

What do you do if you never ever meet 1? Hmm...I can't bitch about life, and talk so many other things that I can't to so many other people.

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? Erm...it's strange cos they don't know each other?

Did you ever like 19? Ooooooo, Yes? No? Maybe?

Would 6 and 1 make a good couple? 6 and 1? Neh, but the brother of 1? Yes, haha.

Describe 3. Very nice girl, ultra lame to the core. It's like lame until cannot lame anymore.

Do you think 8 is attractive? Bill? HELL YEAH!

Say something abt 7. He's the babyface.

Do you know any of 12's family members? Nicholas? HELL YEAH! Even his DOG!

What's 18's favourite? Pinching people I guess?

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? Sia la! Ah Wong and Ah Wong? Hmm...Maybe I will not be a Ah Wong anymore. Haha

What language does 15 speak? English, Chinese and a little Japanese.

Who is 9 going out with? ME!

How old is 16 now? 15

When was the last time you talked to 13? Today

Who's 2's favourite band/singer? Hmm...he has like 10G of songs? How would I know?

Would you date 4? YEAH MAN!

Would you date 14? He doesn't need me la, he has someone else.

What is 10's last name? Sim.

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 17? Hmm...hard one. In actual fact, most likely not, but then again, being such a nice guy and not wanting to break her heart, yes. haha

What school does 3 go to? CHIJ STC

Goodnight now!

20061223

Dir en grey - Yokan


Japanese Lyrics

uwebe dake de ima mo
kimi wo moteasonderu
kimi wa nani mo kizukazu
-180℃ ni kouru ai

muguchina kimi ni
muguchina ai de
muguchina fukai kan wo
muguchina boku ni
muguchina ai de
muguchina kizuato

juuhachi nin me no kimi
boku ni kizuite inai
yasashisa ni urazuketa
kouri tsuita kono ai wo

shizukana kimi ni
shizukana ai de
shizukana kaikan koroshi
shizukana boku ni
shizukana ai de
shizukana....

kaerenai kaerezu ni
hearu muguchina ai
shizuka ni
shizuka ni karameau futari

kokoro muguchi ni
kokoro shizuka de
kokoro ni hamukete
kokoro muguchi ni
kokoro shizuka de
kokoro moteasonde mite mo

"kimi no kao wo mite mo, nani mo kanji nai yo
sore de, zutto damasareru ni sa
boku no mukashi no kizu ni, kore de wa"

itsu kara ka anata ni kizuite ita demo
anata no soba ni ireru dake de ii no

boku wa saigo ni kimi wo dakishimeta
kore ga saigo ni naru to mo shirazu ni


English Lyrics

Everything is false between us.
I am still using you
You don't notice anything.
Our negative love is frozen

To silent you, with silent love,
give silent discomfort
To silent me, with silent love,
leave a silent scar

You are the 18th girl for me.
You don't realize the way I am
You don't notice my cold love,
behind my kindness

To quiet you, with quiet love,
quietly holding back
To quiet me, with quiet love,
quietly...

We can't change. We can't return.
That's the silent love
Quietly, quietly,
the two of us are entangled

To a silent heart, with a quiet heart,
pointing a blade at my heart
To a silent heart, with a quiet heart,
even if my heart wanders

"I don't feel anything
even when I look at your face.
You should just keep being deceived.
That's nothing compare
to what I had in the past".

You said,
"I found about you sometime ago,
But I'm happy just being with you"

I just held you at the end
You'll never know this is the last time

20061221

[Song: Interstate Love Song-Stone Temple Pilots]

Know, sometimes human beings are strange beings. No one is ever the same. It's like you have to find friends that suit your personality, and sometimes that doesn't always happens. Just when you think you know them very well, actually, the truth is you don't. Finding friends that suits your character are often hard, finding that one special person in life is even harder. It's like you have to find your other half, the person that is something you are not and you are something that person is not, and you need each other, in order to make each other complete or something like that. People that doesn't suit your personality often result in you hating them and vice versa. Different groups of friends provide different things in life. Some are just for having fun, while others are always there for you to confide to.

Life is complicated, Human beings are complicated, and maybe they are the ones that make life complicated. Perhaps, life would have been easier if everyone just lived by themselves. Stuffs like politics are people who have actually no power trying to have power just because of some stupid damn shit status they have. Drop that status and they are nobody. That's maybe why politics is a dangerous game and it's complicated. Maybe that's why with knowledge come power and with great power comes great responsibilities. Actually it can be quite interesting studying human behaviours and emotions and stuffs concerning them.

Anyway, I saw this on Hahn's blog, so I shall just do it.


INTRODUCTION:

Full Name: Sebastian Wong Wei Han
Birthday: Jan 07 1991
Birthplace: Singapore
Eye Colour: Dark Brown
Hair Colour: Brown? Or so that what a lot of people say
Height: 168+
Weight: 62kg-64kg (Varies)
Right handed or Left handed? Right
Your Heritage: Chinese
My Worst Habit: Hmm
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn, Horse for chinese
Shoe Size: 9-10
Parents Still Together? Yeah
The Footwear You Wore Today: Globe Mark Appleyard Rewire
Your Weekness: Heights?...a few more
Your Fears: The Future?
Your Perfect Pizza: Lots of cheese, mushrooms, bacons, ham, sausages
Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: Haha...okay
Thoughts First Waking Up: On school days: Fuck, got school. Holidays: hmm...whatever I was dreaming about
Your Best Physical Feature: erm...My feet or ears?
Your Bedtime: 8pm-4am
Your Most Missed Memory: That time

MY FAVOURITES:

Favourite Colour? WHITE!
Food? As long as it's nice.
Sport? Track and Field, Soccer
Animal? Horse, or so I think?
Ice Cream? Not a big fan of it
Candy? Any will do
Store? Anyway one that has something I like inside
Salad Dressing? Thousand Island?
Actor/Actress? Not that I'm sure, but Model, ALESSANDRA AMBROSIO!
Song? Raison D'etre
Letter? S and R
Number? 17
Holiday? Korea
Season? Autumn?
Toothpaste Flavour? The Kodomo one that children use
Radio Station? Don't listen to it now, mainstream music
Perfume? Not that I use perfume
Body Part Of The Opposite Sex? Face, Legs...haha

FRIENDS AND LIFE:

What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up? Doctor? Pilot? Chef? Musician? Sports Coach?
How Do You Want To Die? Feeling Accomplished
Turn ons: Beautiful Smiles
Turn offs: Attitude
Which One Of Your Friends Acts The Most Like You? No one? I am myself
Who's The Loudest? Gen
Who Makes You Laugh The Most? Timothy Leow...HAHA
Who Have You known The Longest? Aloysius? 11 years
Who's The Shyest? Me? I think so
When Have You Cried The Most? Childhood Years
What Is The Best Feeling In the World? Feeling Loved?
Worst Feeling? Losing something you really loved
Where Do You Want To Live When You Grow Up? JAPAN! Singapore
If You Could Change One Thing About You, What Would It Be? Discipline
How Long Do You Think You'll Live? 80+

HAVE YOU EVER:

Been In Love? Yeah
Been In Juvie? Nope
Mooned Someone? What's that?
Been Rejected? erm...yeah
Ran Away From Home? Never, maybe I'll try it one day
Skipped School? Yeah
Thought About Suicide: Yeah
Slept Outside? Like Duh
Laughed So Hard You Cried? Yup
Cried In School? Yeah
Thrown Up In School? Yeah
Wanted To Be A Model? Not with my height, nope
Cheated On Someone? Nope
Done Something Really Stupid That You Still Laugh At Today? Yeah
Seen A Dead Body? Yeah
Drank Alcohol? Yup
Smoke? Passively
Been On Drugs? Nope
Eaten Sushi? Yup!
Been On Stage? Yeah
Gone Skinny Dipping? Nope
Shoplifted? Nope
Been Drunk? Nope
Been Beaten Up? Nope

DO YOU:

Swear? At times
Sing Well? Come listen to me and find out
Shower Daily? It's a must
Want To Go To College? I guess so
Want To Get Married? Yup
Believe In Yourself? At times
Get Motion Sickness? Nope, not really
Think You Are Attractive? At times
Get Along With Your Parents? Yeah
Like Thunderstorms? Hmm...
Play An Instrument? Guitar
Own An Ipod? Nope
Pray? Yup
Go To Chruch? Yup
Sleep With Stuffed Animals? Nope
Keep A Journal/Diary? Never
Dance In The Rain? When I'm High
Sing In The Shower? Most of the time

THIS OR THAT:

Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King? Macs
Single or Group Dates? Depends on what you are looking for
Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla
Strawberries or Blueberries? Strawberries
Meat or Veggie? Meat
TV or Movie? Movie
Guitar or Drums? Guitar
Adidas or Nike? Nike for Soccer, Adidas for Style
Chinese or Mexican? Chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes? Cheerios
Cake or Pie? Cake
MTV or VH1? MTV?
Blind or Deaf? Hmm...hard one, Deaf
Boxers or Briefs? Briefs

CAN YOU:

Do Splits? Nope, used to
Write With Both Hands? Nope
Whistle? Yup
Blow A Bubble? Yeah
Roll YOur Tongue In A Circle? Yeah
Cross Your Eyes? Yeah
Walk With Your Toes Curled? Yeah
Touch Your Nose With Your Tongue? Nope
Dance? Here and there?
Eat Whatever You Want And Not Worry? At times

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON:

You Touched? My Sis
You Talked To On The Phone? My Mom
You Text? Edgar
You Instant Messaged? Colleen
You Hugged? Nathaniel
You Yelled At? Justin
You Played A Sport With? Soccer, Churchmates

WHAT'S THE LAST:

Time You Laughed? Just now
Time You Cried? October?
Movie You Watched? Casino Royale
Flavour Of Gum You Chewed? Strawberry
Joke You Told? Can't remember, with Leow
Song You've Sung? Snow ((Hey Oh))-Red Hot Chilli Peppers

RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT:

Where Are You? My Room
What Can You See Out Your Window? Lights, Road, Cars, Jungle
Are You Listening To Music? Yeah
What Are You Wearing? Pyjamas
What's On Your Mousepad? AIR!...Stupid Question

BELIEFS:

Do You Believe There Is Life On Other Planets? No
Do You Believe In Miracles? Yeah
Magic? Neh, it's an elaborate con
Love At First Sight? Perhaps
God? Yes
Satan? Nope, not really
Ghosts? Nope
Santa? Neh, not even when I was a kid
Evolution? No, Mitsubishi Evo? yeah...haha

IN A GIRL...:

Favourite Eye Colour? It matters not
Favourite Hair Colour? It matters not
Short or Long Hair? As long as it looks good on her
Height? 150-160+?
Weight? Suitable for her height
Best Clothing Style? Whatever looks good on her

RANDOM:

What Country Would You Most Like To Visit? JAPAN!
Number Of CDs I own: 10+
Your Good Luck Charm: My Cross
How Many Pillows Do You Sleep With? 1
Do You Drink Milk? Every Night!
Person You Hate Most? It's hard to hate people, maybe that someone.
Do You Think God has a gender? Hmm...not really, but I have this mindset that God is male, Haha
Where Do YOU Think We Go When We Die? Six Feet Under...haha, Heaven
How Many Rings Until You Answer The Phone? Who the hell bothers!
Are You A Health Freak? Nope, not really
What Is The Worst Weather? Not really sure...
Did You Play With Barbies As A Child? Yeah, My sis, I was Bored
How Many Grades Have You Failed? Hmm...lots in Secondary School

Man, this quiz is long. Anyway, something really funny happened to Edgar this afternoon. As you know I moved my blog, so when he click my link from Aloy's blog, some porn website appeared and his com got virus! HAHAHA, I swear it has nothing to do with me. Out with my sis today, She bought me a new wallet, THANKS JIE! I bought some Cocoa Candle from Mark's and Spencer. I'm crazy with the Vanilla smell now. I wanted to buy this Vanilla Room Spray but it was sold out. But there is are also Vanilla Shower Gel and Shower Cream. HAHHA

Goodnight now!

20061220

[Song: As Tears Go By-The Rolling Stones]

Back from Kuching trip. I must say it's priceless, that's how good it is and it also saves me from typing about the whole trip. School is going to reopen in like 13 days time. Time passes by really fast.

Things that appear in a certain way may not always stay that way, some things just don't appear what it seems to be. I think that it's good to only know others that much and lower your expectations of others. Then you will not get hurt. It's like when you are very close to someone, you are emotionally attached to that person, and when things turn nasty, it just hurts you. It's good to have many friends and know only so much about them, at least thats what I think, unless they are your close friends. So it's good to be emotionally attached to yourself. You don't have to be affected by so many things and you don't have to bother about so many things in life. So maybe living in your own world is not that bad after all. Maybe it will be a happier life.

Some things are just not meant to be, some things in life are just wrong, while some are already wrong right from the start, but may somehow end up right. Life is complicated, I somehow disagree that being inter-dependent is good at this point of time. The trip somehow has left me with a lot to think about. The long bus rides are good for thinking.

Anyway my Dad just bought a new car. The new Honda Stream. I was stunned when he came to pick me up last night with it. Hahaha.

Bye now!

20061211

HELLO , GEN ROCKS !

WHAHAHAHAH :D
i'm ah wong's mate , and i'm here to WRAP HIS GIFT FOR HIM ,
I'M SO NICE RIGHT.
then help him bring candle arh ,
help him bring wrapping paper sumore !
AND I WALK ALL THE WAY HERE YOU KNOW !
HAHAHHAHAHAHA ,
i'm so NICE RIGHT. TSKKKKK.
and i'm wearing his SJI TIE !
HAHAHAHHAHAHA ,
AND i look damn good larh ,
with my JURONG BIRD PARK polo tee :D

okay , we're LEAVING IN LIKE A FEW MORE HOURS.
HOW SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
AH WONG WILL MISS ME , EVENTHOUGH I'M GOING TOO.
HAHHAHAHAHHAHA
AND HE'LL MISS HIS NEW FOUND FRIEND ,
NATASHA YEO AND POH CHUYIN !
HOHOHOHO
MERRY CHRISTMAS !

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH , i will miss s'pore LIKE SIAOZZZZZ OKAY.

and AHWONG IS NICE TODAY ,
he treat me BEN AND JERRY'S ICE CREAM :DDDDDDDD
which cost 5bucks ?
HOHO.
okay , this is all , we going off to my house soon to pick my stuff and we're OFFF
MISS US :D

20061209

I'm not feeling well now. Fever plus gastric flu something like that, headache and it's freezing cold. I feel like I'm in Korea last christmas. So i'm going to make it short and sweet.

Went for my guitar lesson,
Ordered my Red guitar,
bought 2 levi's jeans
and
grandma's place after.

Don't even know if I can go Kuching like that.

Goodnight!

20061208

Okay I've decided. I'm going to order the Red guitar. I'm getting it cos I think thats the only guitar that my dad is going to buy for me. He's paying $550 so I have to buy him the difference which is about $100 more. I shall just wait 2 months for it. It may come faster, it may come later. If I want a more expensive one I will have to wait longer cos it will take me more time to save up the money, and a longer time without a guitar means I'll just die. Haha, no, but at least I have a guitar to play with first before I get my next one.

Anyway, I was watching the Doha Games last night, Singapore versus Korea, and I was supporting Korea cos I prefer them better and the girl is cute. Haha. She reminds me of Jeong Ryeo Won, the girl who was acting in Kim Samsoon as Yoo Hee-jin. She's so pretty. I think Hanna Verboom and Sarah Wayne Callies are pretty too.

Oh man, I'm talking crap.

Goodnight!
Goodbye!
I'm so fed up now. Apparently some son of a bitch bought the red guitar that I wanted, and Stupid fucking Yamaha doesn't carry more stock. So no more red guitar. They say I can order if I want, but I to wait for 2 months before it comes and that's only tentative. Worse come to worse I just buy some 1-2K guitar and get over with it. There are so many bolt-on construction which is hate the most, and there are so little neck-thru constuction guitars around. Stupid Singapore. Plus both hide's guitar at PS are gone. Someone has bought them. Now, I will have to go Japan to find them. I really wish I was Japanese or at least borned there man. They have everything there. Maybe I will not buy the red one anymore, then I will go and order my LTD F-400FM with EMG 81 and 85 pickups on them or the Fernandes Ravelle Elite with sustainer system.

Aiya, I'm damn pissed now.

Oh and sorry Jasmine for just now.

20061206

[Song: Machiavellism-Dir en grey]

Man! I LOVE THIS SONG as well as AMANDA TAY SHAN WEN! I think I will just go JAPAN and lose my passport there. HAHA! I wish I was born in JAPAN! There is so many things there! A lot of things that I want can be found in JAPAN! Eeyer, so jealous. Like most of the Guitars that I want, they can only be found in JAPAN!

Like Kaoru's Guitars!

ESP Ganesa 1st Version



ESP Ganesa 2nd Version

ESP Ganesa 3rd Version, this has the FERNANDES SUSTAINER IN IT. I LOVE THIS ONE

ESP Ganesa 4th Version, Pretty much the same as Ganesa 2 but I think there is something or somewhere different.
ESP Ganesa 5th Version, Pickups are different.



ESP Ganesa 6th Version, I LOVE THIS ONE TOO.

ESP Ganesa 7th Version, this one has 7 strings.


ESP Ganesa 8th Version, when you turn this upside down, the blue part makes the shape of the skull, or at least that is what they say.


ESP Ganesa 9th Version. They call this the Bony Ganesa. COOL!


Kaoru's latest guitar. ESP D-KV-420.


Die's Guitar, ESP D-DR-300. This one is damn nice. It's also his latest one.

Toshiya's Basses,

Killer KB Kumovi.


Killer KB Eve. This is his nicest guitar.
Killer KB Beelze Black. He has a WHITE one too, and I think it's NICER!
Time for the sick one! Killer Haunted 3epo!

His latest one, ESP D-TR-290

Actually there is somemore, but I only post their nicer ones. Now you know what I do when I'm really bored. Oh, Anthony pierced his ear. I was super scared when he was about to pierce. I know, I'm not the one piercing, but I felt scared. Haha, I'm scared of pain, or at least pain that I never experienced before. You can go and call him a AH BENG now. Haha. But I think he looks weird with it. Nevermind, you wait until I get my BRIGHT PINK HAIR!

Goodnight!

WHY YOU SO LAZYYYYY
PLEASE UPDATE!
I'M HERE SO IT'LL SEEM LIKE YOU UPDATED SOMETHING BUT YOU DIDNT
SO UPDATE
HAHA
i bet your life is more interesting everyday!
SO BLOG ABOUT IT :GGRR

oh and amanda says hi to all:D hheh

20061203

[Song: Beauty&Stupid-hide]

Sorry for not blogging in a long time. I was too lazy to do so. Anyway, if you are wondering what the RED OR BLACK THING is about, it's about my guitar colour. Anyway, it looks like RED wins BLACK 8-4, haha, big difference. But the RED is more expensive than the previous black model that I wanted to buy. I think I shall go with RED now, cos my next guitar will most likely be black. Plus RED looks nice on stage. So yeah.

Hmm...I really have nothing to type already. Maybe some other time. Or whoever thinks I have more to blog about thn go ahead. Haha.

Oh, I bought hairclips today. Haha,

Bye bye!

20061130

PICK RED.RED WILL LOOK SO MUCH BETTER THAN BLACK!

this blog is dead
so i am here to add some LIFE(:

but he doesnt know:X
haha

FACT ABOUT SEBASTIAN WONG
he can fall asleep when talking to another person on the phone!
and you'd be put on 'HOLD' ,HELLO ALL YOU WANT.haha

HAPPY FEET:DD
you owe me carl's jr and MOVIEE (: i am so losing our bet.SHIT
but at least i didnt gain weight.WHAHA
I ATE CARL'S JR TODAY.the burger is BIGGGGGGGG
one burger share among 3 ppl.HAHA
















REMINDER:D
HAHA
i am evil.oh my.

and for GIRLS who are reading this.CHANNING TATUM IS HOT RIGHT!! HAHA
somehow i feel like i'm spamming your blog BUT in a GOOD kind of way :D

ME OUT-
feet warmer(: haha

20061126

RED or BLACK?
Choose one. Don't ask why and for what. Just choose one.

Anyway, I will be gone from like now to wednesday. Track Camp. I have to report one day earlier cos i'm a......nvm, must be humble. Haha. So don't miss me okay! ESPECIALLY THAT GEN, come back from OBS only, say I miss her. Tsk tsk tsk. Nvm, WE ARE WONGS. Haha, it's alright for WONGS to miss each other. What you just read is crap. That makes you a crapper.

I'm want to dinner-ing liao!

Goodnight!
Goodbye!

SO MISS ME!

20061124

My house has ran out of food supply. I have been searching high and low for food, but to no avail. I shall make my mom go to NTUC or Coldstorage to stock up on food. Even my sister fell like dying at home.

Anyway, Casino Royale yesterday was, erm, good but with a abrupt ending. ALESSANDRA AMBROSIO WAS ACTING INSIDE! WAHHHHHHHHH! I WAS DAMN HIGH WHEN I SAW HER! Haha. Incase you don't know who I'm talking about, she one of the 2 tennis girls that look at James Bond when he arrive at the hotel. Eva Green is pretty too. But the first woman James Bond was with, was erm...ugly? Don't even know how she got inside. Anyway, I still prefer Pierce Brosnan as James Bond.

Oh and training today was disgusting. The jumps pit was in terrible condition. It has weeds growing in it. Sand flies everywhere, an ant nest inside and worms crawling inside. YUCKS! When I saw it I went:"I DON"T WANT TO BE A JUMPER ANYMORE!". Seriously sick. Plus the sand they use is not the proper sand for jumping. They use some construction sand. Like those used for building buildings. The school as damn bastard ah. Everything also damn cheapskate. So stingy. By right the proper sand they suppose to use is like powder. We have been complaining about the sand for years and still they don't do anything about it. I think it's time they change it, since the condition of it is to horrible now. Even my coach has mentioned it before. He will ask my teacher in charge if they can change the sand. The principle should come and take a look and it. Aiya, worse come to worse I shall just to sentosa and steal their nice white sand and use it to replace the one in school if i have to.

Thanks Amanda for helping me blog.

Goodnight!
BYE BYE BYE!
HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOO:D
AMANDA IS HERE

this PIG is lazy so i'm here to blog.haha
HE WENT TO EAT PRATA WITH ME TODAY(:
and lied to me that he was bald because he shaved it.YA RIGHT
I ACTUALLY BELIEVED HIM-.- (your face)

then we went to VIVO.
your stupid potato salad took so LONGG
and NOT FAIR! they gave you a larger drink because they prepared the wrong one!
i know
next time i shall order the wrong one too and when the order comes,i'll say another thing,HAHAHA then i'll have 2:D
SMART RIGHT(:

HIS ADIDAS JACKET HAS NO SIZE
WHAHAHAH(:
THATS MORE LIKE IT!

i like the shirt i bought,though its pink
i like it the more i see it!HOHO(:
HEY YOU!i want to eat a nicer prata
and this time order ONE ONE.
why you so greedy!HUH.haha

this PERSON here, PURPOSELY bring his brown adidas jacket to show off.hahaha
its nice okay?:D
THANKS FOR YOUR SHOES DURING THE SHOW.
it was nice and warm(:
hha.
AND FOR REMINDING ME ABOUT THE 9.7% ACCURACY THING
AND YOU YOU,somerset can go already?
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
make ppl laugh at me,even the mother was laughing at me.
OUT TO MAKE ME LOSE FACE RIGHT.haa
i wanted to dig a hole and crawl right into it.

OH WELL.
CHURCH THIS SUNDAY.
I'LL SEE YOU THEN
SLEEP EARLY YOU OWL


he is tina the banana;D
ask him why if you want to know.
HAHAHA




GOODNIGHT
SUGARY PRATA-RY DREAMS



20061121

[Song: No Hay Problema-Pink Martini]

I was watching American Next Top Model yesterday and stupid Danielle won. Argh! Joanie should have won! Nvm, even I already knew Danielle won before the show, I will still love Joanie. Haha. Jade is the worst ah! So egoistic, full of herself.

Anyhow, the church retreat on Sunday was fun. Haha, especially those games, praise and worship and many other things. And today they made us buy balloons to practice at home for the Kuching trip, which I don't even think i'm going to. Waste money man, some more they want us to buy pumps for the damn balloons. Argh! Nvm, forget it. I think I shall go to Kuching and make bumble bees with Gene cos thats all i know. Haha.

Tomorrow, there is this sports conference which I seriously think I'm just going to die! It's from 8am to 5pm! Wah! I'm not that sort of person who can sit there and listen to people talk. I think I will just fall asleep or something cos later at 3.30am, I'm going to wake up and watch the Arsenal VS Hamburg match. Hope they win. Hope they convert all there chances.

Badnight!
Badbye!
HAH!

20061118

[Song: Cruel Angel Thesis-Neon Genesis Evangelion]

I have been out the whole day man. Like for 11 hours. First to the crap primary school funfair thing with Nic which was boring. Saw like Marissa, Jamuna, Maxi , Eugene and others. Eugene was there helping. Haha. The principle there still remembers me. Hah! Gen joined us later cos she needed to pick her brother up and bring him to their cousin's party. Amanda joined us too. Walked to the MRT and already felt like dying. We wanted to go Suntec so we are supposed to alight at City Hall right? Guess what? We alighted at Raffles Place and found out that suntec was not there. So we walked all the way there. Really felt like dying and we had our lunch at like 5?

Actually I wanted to go suntec just to look for my WHITE Adidas Jacket but they didn't have it! Argh! But I saw this deep brown jacket which I really love as well. So since there was no WHITE, I bought it. Yeah man! Only that I didn't buy it in Suntec, cos they only had small. So on the way back, I went to CityLink and they had other sizes there. Sorry Amanda for making you wait so long and thanks also for waiting for me. Towned to meet Amanda's sister before leaving to meet my parents at Forum for dinner and stuffs.

Hmm...long day.
Goodnight!
Tata!

20061117

Another RETARDED day today. Weights for training today, only the jumpers, 11 of us. Noise pollution man. We were during like circuit weights training, and after every 40s, when our coach says "Change", we just slam the weights down. HAHA! You can go deaf inside. Oh and after training, soccer as usual, and when we score a goal, Leslie and Me will start rolling on the hockey pitch as our celebration style. Super duper uber spastic man. We roll left, roll right, roll towards each other, hit each other and roll away from each other. WAH, damn funny.

Went to town after that to get all my cards done, since I lost my wallet. Actually i think it was stolen. Cos if I lost it, someone will return it right? Unless that guy is some shit face cockmaster, donkey raping shit eater la. Anyway, I search the whole town, went to all the Adidas shops just to find my WHITE jacket. All the shops didn't have it except the one at heeren, but the size was XL, like wth! I was super pissed on my way home. Like "fuck Adidas man". Haha, anyway, i'm going to hunt for it again tmr. Go to the other available places. I MUST get that jacket man, I swear, by hook or by crook. Some how, some way.

Anyway, I'm going now, My head is damn freaking pain. I sing too much already. Sing until head pain. Haha.

Goodnight!
Goodbye!

20061116

Today is a superbly RETARDED DAY. Haha. Doing retarded stuffs during training, like being tao pok by my juniors, rolling on the track and hockey pitch and "fighting" with Leslie, whacking each others butts, spitting ice at each other and other RETARDED stuffs. Training is superbly fun when you are a JUMPER! Haha, and it's also where that fun always is! If you noticed, every single JUMPER is super duper uber lame, RETARDED and funny. Okay, but that does not mean we don't train hard! We know when to be serious man! That's why the JUMPERS are consistently producing results. Haha. I shall stop boasting, must be humble. Haha. I can't wait for next month where the JUMPERS are going to challenge the SPRINTERS to 4x100m and 4x400m relays! Yeah man!

Met Issac, Ryan, Jeremy and Victor after that at Paradigm. It's the first time I see people wasting their money, fooling around there. They are not even playing it properly. So damn funny there, all of us were fooling around. Accompanied Victor and Ryan to Yamaha at PS again cos Victor wanted to see hide's guitars. He's the one who influenced me, only that I'm more hardcore than him now. Speaking of which I shall upload the rest of his guitars for you to see. I GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO.

Fernandes MG-145S LD. This one is released after his death in tribute of him.

Fernandes MG-160R. This too is released after his death in tribute of him.

Fernandes MG-340X.

Fernandes MG-145S.

Fernandes MG-85C. This is his transparent one, Acrylic.

Goodnight! Tata!

I WANT A FERNANDES RAVELLE ELITE! AHHHHHHH! NICE!

20061115

Fernandes MG-75C Green Crystal.
Fernandes MG-180X. This one was used for one of the guitarist in his band, Spread Beaver.Fernandes MG-X Alien. Scars, The Last Live.

20061114

I woke up at like 12.17 when I'm suppose to meet the COOL KIDS at the bus stop at 12.30. What a pig I am. So I had to meet them later. Went to peninsular to meet Amanda and buy more picks! Hah! It's fun collecting picks, especially those Artists series one. There's one that go "WAKE UP MOTHER FUCKER". So cool. Met the others at Heeren before going to PS. Actually we wanted to play pool but it was full. So we went to PS cos I wanted to go Yamaha and see guitars. Haha. And thanks Amanda for the Ice cream on the way up. Guess what! I saw 3 of hide's guitars! OMG! Can faint. Haha. He's junior Yellowhearts Guitar is so cute. Haha. Then there is this Temperature Controlled Room where his other 2 guitars were hanging inside. ARGH! There were other Fernandes Guitars inside which were very very nice. But the room is locked. You have to ask the people there to open it for you. I was leaning against the glass panel and acting despo hahha. Dirty the glass all.

I saw hide's Fernandes MG-120X. Around $3k+ I think. Not sure. So it was quite far away, I couldn't see the price clearly.

I also saw his Fernandes MG-80X. Around $1k plus.

Argh! I want them both. I think I shall just start saving for the Junior YellowHearts one, and even though it's just a Junior one it's $800! Argh! Haha.

Fernandes YellowHearts Junior.

Goodnight! Bye!

20061113

Yeah man! I bought my WHITE strap and picks. Especially Dir en grey ESP picks! I couldn't find the lead Guitarist, Kaoru Niikura (Damn, I love his name) picks though. Don't think they sell them. It's the one I want most as compared to Die's and Toshiya's pick. Argh! Oh and I finally saw Eclipse-500 and Viper-500!

Oh and Arsenal won Liverpool 3-0! Haha! SORRY YVAN! At least I didn't rub it in for him yesterday by messaging him during the game. And AMANDA! YOU OWE ME ICE CREAM! HAHA! Neh I'm not so bad la. Your Banana team lost! So much for betting with me. Hah!

I feel like closing this blog. It's meaningless. I shall see how.

Goodnight!

These hands are meant to hold.

20061110

Church yesterday was super fun and cold! Haha! Seriously cold, until my fingers were all numb. The decor thing was super slack. After that we went to shoot monsters. Haha! The line dancing thing was both fun and funny. Watching people getting lost, making a fool out of themselves, which of course includes me. I think I was the biggest joke yesterday. I was thinking of something and dancing at the same time and I turned at the wrong time. Haha, twice somemore.

Wedding this morning at Holy Spirit church. It's my track teacher's wedding. Almost the whole track team went. Ate some pratas after that before playing pool. I was supposed to go training but ended up staying at home. Stupid rain! It has been raining every afternoon. I couldn't even go home, I had to wait at the bus stop until the rain died down abit before running home. Argh! So whenever you hear training in the afternoon, might as well not go already. There's no chance you can get to use the track.

Anyhow, Syazwan went for the Yngwie Malmsteen concert yesterday! ARGH! So jealous...and and usual he destroyed his guitar after the show. Might as well give me that guitar! Haha.

BYE BYE BYE!

20061108

[Song: Caldonia-The Curtis King Band]

I want to go the Yngwie Malmsteen concert! But don't have enough money! AHHHHHHHH! He is freaking pro man. The thing is that the concert is tomorrow, if it was later, perhaps I still could save enough to go and watch him. Damn!

I also want to go to JAPAN! My cousin just called me and asked me to accompany him to Japan cos he is following his mom there for work. So while she work we can go and browse around. I want to go there and see all the Japanese things man. Especially hide's and Kaoru's Guitars!But the thing is that it's from the 23rd to 28th November, and My track camp is on the 27th to 29th November. AHHHHHHHH! Damn it again. Unless, unless, unless I can go and talk to my teacher in charge and see if he allows me to go! Hah!


X Japan - Drain [The Last Live]


Hide's guitar in this video is also WAYYYYYYY COOL! Fernandes MG-145S.
YELLOWHEARTS!

Goodnight!
Bye!

20061105

Today is my Sister's 21st Birthday. Haha.
So HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY JIE! And I still owe her $100 for her birthday present. What a brother I am huh!? Argh! and Arsenal lost. I shall say no more. I'm pissed now.

Yet another something to leave you with. Bet you will love it, if you love rock that is!
Oh it's better heard with headphones.
hide's electric guitar is WAYYYYYYYYY COOL! Fernandes MG Alien.
LUMINOUS GREEN!

X Japan - Scars [The Last Live]


Goodnight!

20061104

[Song: Macabre-Dir en grey]

Gen made these questions up, so some of the questions are erm...you will see.

1. FAV COLOUR MARKER?
Orange? Okay I don't use markers.

2. Say something about the person you're chatting with NOW.
Gen...hmm, she is extremely loud and wants to play the electric guitar! Yeah man!

3. BEST icecream flavour ?
Cookies and Cream.

4. Close your eyes NOW , so what do you see ?
Hmm...nth?

5. Happiest girl alive?
GEN!

6. Best day of the year?
Hmm...there are like 365 and 1/4 days in a year. I seriously don't remember.

7. Secret love?
Imagine me and you and you for me...

8. What bothers you right now ?
Nothing much.

9. What is your greatest fear .
I'm not too sure myself.

10. What was the best thing that happened to you this week?
Being able to have a guitar to practice on.

11. What are you planning to do this weekend?
GuitarEatSleepGuitarEatSleep...okay, I'm not too sure.

12. Who is the one you're thinking of right now?
Her?

13. Who do you run to when you're down?
Myself.

14. Who are the most influential people in your liferight now?
Dir en grey ,hide and myself.

15. Who will you call/text later?
No one. So late already still call and text them! Oh and I'm a loner.

16. Who makes your day?
Myself?

17. Who do you want to talk to right now?
Her?

18. Is your heart broken , beating , or taken?
Still Broken.

19. Who is the last person you high-fived?
Yvan

20. Drank milk straight out of the carton?
Yup.

21. Do you talk in your sleep?
So that's what my Mum says, but rarely.

22. Who wrote the book of love?
Okay...Gen your questions are so weird!

23. Have you ever flown a kite?
Yup. Who hasn't is deprive!

24. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Erm...I thought you climb over windows?

25. Have you ever eaten dog food?
Nope...heard it's good too!

26. Any cool scars?
Scars are not cool.

27. What do you do when no one is watching?
Dance and do stupid things.

28. Do you talk to yourself?
Hmm...often.

29. Two things about the opposite sex that appeal to you?
This one and that one.

30. When was the last time you kissed your dad/mom?
Recently? But I can't remember when.

31. Would you let go of someone you love?
Like HELL NO right?

32. What is the major reason of a break up?
Never me.

33. Most important ingredient in a relationship?
Chemistry and Understanding?

34. One thing you like about love?
LOVE itself.

35. Which feature of your face do you like the most?
Ears? I don't know.

36. Morning person?
At times.

37. Hidden talent?
A hidden talent is hidden right? So how would I know?

38. Can you hoola hoop?
Yup.

39. Doodle?
Neh, not really.

40. Made someone cry?
I think so.

41. Bitten something or someone?
I bite everything.

42. Extrovert or introvert?
Introvert.

43. Would you pay for flowers?
When the time comes.

44. Get mad about?
Quite a few things.

45. White or red?
WHITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

46. Sleeping posture?
Sides, cuddle, and I must hug something or I can't get to sleep.

47. Double or trio?
Whats this Gen?

48. Coffee bean or starbucks?
Both's fine, but I prefer starbucks.

49. Sleeping hours?
For this I'm weird. I have to sleep either alot or very little to not feel tired the next day. If I sleep the suggested 7-8 hours, I will feel tired the next day.

50. Say something about gen :D HAH.
Said already.

20061103

[Song: Honey Blade-hide]

Have you ever wondered what the hell are you doing on Earth? Like what's your purpose in life? I mean everyone should follow their dreams. Don't grow up to be someone you never wanted to become. Like what you are going to do next time when you grow up? I mean why bother studying so hard when your job next time doesn't even requires it or does not need the rest of it? Makes senses right? I bet you are studying for the sick of society and to please your parents. As you get older, your parents are like not your parents at all, they are just someone you have to please in order to carry on in live. Why not just quit school now and just live your dreams. Do the things you always wanted to do or be the person you always wanted to be. It doesn't mean that without a good education, you can't go far in life. Yes, you must at least have the basic foundation before doing the things you want. After that, the rest is unnecessary. What I'm trying to say is that you should be what you want to be in life.

Okay I think I'm preaching. This is what happens when you are too free during the holidays. You start thinking of things. Argh! Sorry if anyone feels offended with what I said.


Another something to leave you with. GEN! WATCH CAREFULLY AND BE AMAZED! HAHAHA! Oh don't bother about the crazy woman beside him, Haha.

hide - Eyes Love You (Pop Jam)

Zilch playing with hide.
Love his transparent guitar. Fernandes MG-85C

Goodnight!

20061102

[Song: Pose-hide]

One word, Frustrating. That was how I felt while watching the Arsenal match this morning. So many chances, but they could not convert them. I tell you even I can score those goals la. If you watch them play you will know what I mean. Directly in front of goal like 30cm away still can miss man. ARGH! They could have won like 7-0 as Arsene Wenger says. Now Arsenal have to fight to get into the knockout stages. Nevermind, Man Utd lost and Chelsea's going to face a fine. Haha!

Went to the Doctor just now and I waited like 1 hour for my turn, despite there is only one patient to wait for before my turn. Argh! Nvm, I'm patient so I can wait. I tell you if my Dad was there with me. He would be cursing and swearing just after 15 mins or so. Haha. I needed to pay $80 for it but my mom only gave me $60 so the Doctor was kind enough to pay the remainder another time. By right I told me mom to give me more, but she thinks that $60 is enough. I already knew it's not enough, aiya she never listens. And while I was waiting at the bus stop this small girl fell in front of me. Thn she turn and stare at me! Wah, scary man. I didn't even do anything to her. Haha.

Bye now!

A little something to leave you with.

Dir en grey - Yokan

20061031

[Song: Scars-X Japan]

5.30am and I already awake. Haha. Cos I slept at 8p.m again. Actually I woke up at 3a.m. Jasmine asked me to do this. So here goes.

1) How old do you wish you were?
17? Cos that's my favourite number. Actually I feel like remaining at this age.

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
Singapore. Who gives a shit about 9/11!

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
Whack it and then buy a new one again.

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
Don't know. What do you think?

5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
Shoulder Blade: A Wing.

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
Japanese of course.

7) Do you know your neighbours?
Yup! I know a lot of neighbours.

8) What do you consider a vacation?
Erm...anywhere where you can just have fun and relac one corner.

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
Nope...but I read it for fun.

10) Would you move for the person you love?
Definitely.

11) Are you touchy feely?
Don't think so.

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
Definitely.

13) Dream job?
Doctor, but I don't think I can make it. Perhaps some famous Chef or Musician.

14) Favourite tv channels?
No favourite, whatever is nice on TV I just watch.

15) Favourite place to go on weekends?
No preference.

16) Showers or baths?
Baths.

17) Do you paint your nails?
Nope, but my sis wants to paint them clear for me.

18) Do you trust people easily?
Yup, too easily. Until I get bullied by them.

19) What are your phobias?
Heights, a little. Cockroaches, when I'm not wearing shoes.

20) Do you want kids?
Yup!

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
Never! Waste of time.

22) Where would you rather be now?
Japan.

23) Who makes you warm and fuzzy?
No one.

24) Heavy or light sleeper?
Heavy.

25) Are you paranoid?
Don't think I ever was.

26) Are you impatient?
Nope.

27) Who can you relate to?
Myself.

28) How do you feel about interracial couples?
Normal.

29) Have you been burned by love?
Erm...yes.

30) What's your pick-up line?
I don't use any. No originality.

31) What's your main ringtone on your mobile?
The one they give in the phone.

32) What were you doing at midnight last night?
Playing my guitar.

33) What did the last text on your mobile say?
"mmhmm"

34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine of course! I LOVE MY BED!

35) What colour shirt are you wearing?
As in now? I'm wearing pyjamas, but it's blue.

36) Most recent movie you watched?
DOA

37) Name three things you have on at all times.
My cross, Watch and My Headphones.

38) What colour are your bedsheets?
Mainly Blue.

39) How much cash do you have right now?
I'm broke. Stupid Shit.

40) What's your favourite part of the chicken?
Thighs and Wings.

41) What's your favourite town/city?
Tokyo.

42) I can't wait till:
Erm...anytime? Oh until I get my very own guitar.

43) What did you have for dinner last night?
My mom's cooking.

44) How tall are you barefoot?
168cm? In school they measured 170cm. So I don't know. But I'm short and I hate it.

45) Do you own a gun?
My Dad does.

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Milo or Vitasoy.

47) Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
In Singapore. Haha. Erm...Becoming what I want to be.

48) Last thing you ate?
The Japanese gummy thing.

49) What songs do you sing in the shower?
Any song that comes to my head, especially Yokan.

50) Last thing that made you laugh?
Stupid CS bots. Haha...actually I can't remember.

51) Worst injury you ever had?
A super deep cut on my head the required 5 stitches.

52) Does someone have a crush on you?
How would I know. Not that I care anymore.

53) What's your favourite candy?
I don't really eat sweet things.

54) What song do you want played at your funeral?
I'm already dead. Think I still can listen ah!

55) Eight people to do this?
Why must it be 8? Anyone actually.

Goodmorning!
Bye!

Nostalgia

20061029

[Song: Rocket Dive-hide]

Bright Pink
Hair Eye Liner
Lipstick
Big Jacket
Big Shades
You get a hide! Haha!

Yesterday went to my dad friend's place to learn guitar, FINALLY! Learn quite a lot actually. My Dad's 30 years old guitar was still with him, in good condition and I used it! Like Father like Son. Haha. He also lend me one of his electric guitar to practise on. Now I want to get an Acoustic Guitar too! I shall try to resist going out more often now in order to save money! I want to buy a lot of things and I want to clear the debt I owe my friends. Went to Tanglin mall after that for fine dinning. Tanglin Mall is really damn deserted! The place creeps me out.

Outing with COOL KIDS today. Well, not all of them. Only the us, haha, pathetic. Watched DOA as Anthony suggested, cos the other shows some of us watched before already. The show was actually not that bad la. Starting was a bit weird, but after you got used to it, it's quite nice. Haha! Peninsular Tomorrow! Yes! Psycho my Dad to buy me the guitar!

Goodnight!

Psychommunity
King of Cyborg Rockstar

20061025

[Song: Hades-Dir en grey]

Last day of school today. Sec 3 life passes by really fast. Doing the same things routinely everyday. Eat sleep study train, eat sleep study train. I think it's also the most stressful and difficult year so far in SJI. Getting into serious trouble, CCA stuffs, and many other things. At least now I have some free time to do the things I really want to do. Anyway, I think this holidays will pass by just as quickly as well. Come to think of it, I really miss sec 2 life. Air-con classroom, the class, the teachers, everything. Well, at least it's not as f*** up as my class is now. Sometimes I really hate this class of mine. When it comes to behaviour, they just don't know when to stop. Lets just hope next year will be a better year.

Training today in the raining again. Stupid rain always comes just before we are about to start running. Hope it doesn't happen on friday. Anyway, I don't think it will, training is in the morning. Oh and I think I have to go and tutor my primary 5 cousin. Haha, her FYE is this coming monday I think if I'm not wrong. I don't know whether to go or not. I mean I don't even know what topic the are studying now man. Aiya, see how la.

Tata!

20061024

It's 5.06am and I'm already awake, partly cos I slept at 8p.m yesterday. Haha. Super early. I think that Bro Michael talk yesterday was pretty meaningful.

Discipline

Love

Studies

Maturity

Life

ADD

HD


ADHD


I think I have both ADHD. Hmm...must go check it out. He said many other things too, many of which I could relate to. Training yesterday, finally! Ran in the rain. I remember I wanted to blog about other things too, but I can't remember now. Hahahaha. Maybe cos I just woke up.

GoodMorning!
Bye!

20061022

Busy day today, but I'm going to cut it short. Went to attend my nanny' son's wedding in the afternoon. Took quite some time. After that went to Peninsular to meet up with Rueben and Victor to check out guitars. Victor brought his dad along cos HE WAS GETTING ONE! Shit him man! I'm so jealous now. I have to wait for mine. Argh! Can't wait man. Holidays are boring so I need something to entertain me. Haha. He got a B.C Rich package with Amps for $450. Good deal. Rueben tested it for him. But I don't know who he is going to learn from. My dad's long time friend is going to teach me. Only thing is he stays in changi and me at Bukit batok. From one end to the other. Haha. Went home to change before going for the wedding dinner. 9 course meal and I'm so full now.

Basically that was how my whole day was used up.

Goodnight!
Goodbye!

20061020

[Song: Yokan-Dir en grey]

Okay, I was joking about me failing my english and getting retain. It's all bullshit that I came up with. Haha. Actually my result were relatively good although I think they could be much much better. I fail A.maths which I expected to fail straight away after I finished the paper. I could have done better if I had remember the earlier year's topic. I forgot all about them. Thats why I could do the paper. Shit man. Oh and I failed chem too which was expected throughout the whole level. Other than that, my results are quite good, but not satifactory. I could have done better for English and Physics which were both disappointing. Anyway, there is still one more year to improve. I shall not be disheartened.


Okay the holidays start next thursday officially, although it already feels like hoildays. Training is starting on Monday! Yay! Finally and My Coach is staying with us! Praise the Lord for that! Hahaha. Actually holidays are quite boring if you have nothing to do. I shall not go out so much now cos the more I go out, the more money I spend. I owe people money now. I'm a poor poor boy now. Plus I have to pay for my IC- $100!, Ez-link- $19 and other cards as well. Shit this man. I hate losing my wallet. I still hope some kind soul will return it to me. I think I shall spend my holidays, just training, studying, playing my guitar which I think I will get very soon, losing weight and going out occasionally.


I think I'm not going to cut my hair during the holidays.




Kaoru Niikura

Hide

I want to dye my hair BRIGHT PINK! Just like Hide! Too bad I can't cos I still have to go back to school. Maybe next time. See how. I love these 2 hairstyles though.

Oh and X Japan is SICK!
Yoshiki uses 2 drumsets!
Pata and Hide are damn good Guitarists!
It's kind of sad that Hide died though, at the age of 33 in 1998.
RIP Hide-sama.
Respect.

Byebyebye!

GIVE ME THAT GANESA!

Does it have to end this way?

20061019

Results today was bad. I failed English, which mean I need to retain in sec 3 next year. I can't be promoted to sec 4.

Life sucks.

20061018

[Song: Should I stay-Dreamz FM]

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you'd been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel's heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin' proof of what love is about

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I'm down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You're still in my thoughts

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?


Oooohh?should I stay?
Should I go?

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?


This time its done
It'll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it's sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn't matter somehow
But you were livin' proof of what love is about?

THE FACE IN THE GLASS

When you get what you want in your struggle for self
And the world makes you king for a day,
Just go to a mirror and look at yourself
And see what that face has to say
For it isn¹t your father or mother or wife
Whose judgment upon you must pass,
The person whose verdict counts most in your life
Is the one staring back from the glass.
Some people might think you're a straight-shooting' chum
And call you a great gal or guy
But the face in the glass says you're only a bum
If you can't look it straight in the eye
That's the one you must please, never mind all the rest,
That's the one with you clear to the end,
And you know you have passed your most dangerous test
If the face in the glass is your friend.
You may fool the whole world down the pathway of years
And get pats on the back as you pass,
But your final reward will be heartache and tears
If you've cheated the face in the glass.

If you judge people, you have no time to love them.

The places that remind me of you.