20070926

I think I'm starting to hate school. Like which school gives mock exams right after prelims? Stupid man, just because the Sec 1-3 are having their final year doesn't mean we have to follow them as well right? Plus they gave us such short notice. So yeah, I ponned school today to stay at home and study my failing chemistry! I seriously need to bring it up man! I've NEVER passed Chemistry before! I remember being good at it in sec 1 and 2, thn came upper sec and I don't know what happened. Maybe it's the teacher or the class! Yes! Must be the damn class. They are fun to be with when it doesn't come to studies. So yeah, my damn it teacher called to look for me! I got quite shocked la, my mom and my sis had to lie for me. I'm such an ass right? And now she says I have to have an MC to cover for today. What a bitch! I'm starting to hate her too, just like the class.

Anyway, I've gotten back all my results and I must say I did really badly. At least not what I expected to get. My first 1 or 2 months is gone! The only place I can go is no where! Know where that is? It's somewhere over there, but i'm not sure where, it's just not everywhere! Sigh. I think I shall go and work man! My mom suggest I work too. So i have to find a job with good pay and then I'll be rich! And buy whatever I want man! Hahaha. I think there a good and bad la. Good is that you get to work and get money, bad is that you miss out on what's going on in JC. Luckily it's not 3 months now, if not i'll miss out on alot alot more. So yeah, I shall use my lousy results as my motivation to study!
LET'S DO IT!

20070923

Hmmm, I was lazy to blog yesterday. Anyway, Graduation was yesterday. It was quite funny! When my class was leaving the hall, I walked the wrong way! As I continued walking I wondered:"am I supposed to walk by this way? Why no one following me ah?" Thn I turn around and saw the others walking to the main entrance la! OMG! So paiseh can! Everyone was laughing at me la, even the parents! Besides that, we sang our hearts out and had a great time! I'm proud to be a josephian!

Waited for a very very long time for the others before we left for dinner. Ate at NYDC instead of the proposed Din Tai Fung. Had some "tears in heaven" which was so not heavenly! Ugh! Wasted my 15 bucks. Nevermind, I shall try something else there next time. I finished my share and I cooped Isaac's share, cos he couldn't finish it. Andddddd surprisingly I feel just nice after the meal, maybe cos I ate really slowly. I shall try to eat slowly next time! Hahaha. We went to walk around after that. I was so tempted to buy ice cream, but i resisted it! Hahaha! Walked to paragon and had fun there man! We went to toy R us and play afool there. I bet people there were looking at us and think we were some mental patient escapee. I bought rubiks cube too! And now I think I'll never be able to solve it! Hahaha! It's tiring you know?! The most lame-ass thing was when we went to sit on the merry go round! I mean can you imagine a bunch of grown 16 year olds climbing onto a super small merry go round made for kids?! OMG! We had the ride of our lives! HAHAHA!

Facebook is really really really cool man! All thanks to my Baby for creating one for me! LOVE YOU! It's like 129839043296596 times more interesting than friendster! There so many more things to do there! Friendster is just DEAD! Everyone should go and get Facebook now! I'm going to psycho my class to get them! Heh heh! It's really like friendster and neopets combine together, only that's it's without the pets. The applications stuffs are really cool and some are really fun to play with!

Oh and I didn't go church today! Like wth right? So much for telling people that they much go as well! Ugh! I woke up, planning to go today and it was raining really heavily. Like how the heaven am I suppose to go there man? So yeah, i went back to sleep. Hahhaa. I'm such a bad catholic right?

20070920

Today is really not my day! Firstly, I wanted to watch the Arsenal vs Sevilla match but instead they chose to show the Barcelona match, like as if they very big deal like that. So I had to wake up at 5am to watch the telecast. But some how, I woke up and went back to sleep! Like wtf right! So in the end I woke up at guess what time? 6.35am! The buses and taxis were all not on my side today! I waited and waited and waited until thy kingdom come and they still didn't appear. Stupid thing was that I decided to be late for school and took the 77. When I reached Bukit Timah I decided not to go school and turned back home. Sigh! What a morning I had. So yeah, theoretically speaking, I ponned school. Ohhhhhhh. Anyway, Arsenal won 3-0.

Victor checked my english paper for me today. And damn it I got a B4! Like what's wrong with my english? I used to be good in sec 1 and 2 and now it just seems at though it's slipping away from me. Argh! I shall go and read more. He got and A2 man! I'm so jealous! 2nd highest in class I guess? No one got A1 and our class average was about B3-B4 like that. So yeah, I can't really say I'm that disappointed? Quite weird I don't feel that way, cos actually I quite expected it.

I went to cut my hair yesterday and I must say the aunty did a horrible job! I look very very fugly now! I'm going to be ugly for graduation! UGHHH! It's super short! Or maybe, it's not her fault? I told her to like cut 2cm and she said she did. Well, I don't know. I came home and my sis told me that 2cm is alot! Like wth! Okay, maybe I don't know my hair length well enough. Next time it shall me 1cm! Haha! I think I might change hairdresser! Go cut somewhere else! I don't mind paying more if i get a better cut! Humph!

So yeah, I stayed home today and I feel damn badddd. I ponned school and wasn't even productive at home. I'm quite pissed with myself now. I shall make up for it later tonight! Well, I did my brief study plan for the O levels. As the saying goes, if you fail to plan, you plan to fail. So might as well right? And try to stick to it. O levels are just 31 days away. Exactly 1 month! Which is extremely short and fast to say the least.

COME ON EVERYONE! Heh!

20070916

HEY! HEY!

I'm finally back from the Retreat! I'm super super tired! It's exhausting you know! I must say the retreat was really nice but i wouldn't say very very fun, but still fun though. I had a bed to sleep even though I took back $20 to sleep on sleeping bags! Haha! I'm smart man! Plus there were air cons! It was freezing the whole time during the retreat! Like winter you know! Especially the first day! We slept in the women's dormitory! Hahaha. The water pressure there sucks you know! When you on the water to bathe, it TRICKLES! Plus the water was super cold! So it made you take super long cold super which freezes you in order to like get all the soap and shampoo off you! Combine that with the super cold air coming from the air con room, wah, best man!

Many things happened as well, we were supposed to get into groups which represent the main characteristic of God to you, like Providing, Protector, Warm, Tender and Strict Disciplinarian. Thn each group had to have a representative to say why they think God is as such. And the facilitators, Isabelle and Francis kept countering back what the person said and the group had to like help him to counter back as well. It was super funny! It became and debate session! There was like no end! Can argue until thy kingdom come man! Hahaha. Thn there was this sexuality talk as well and they chased the female facils out of the room. Hhahaha. Father Gerard and Joshua were super funny the whole time la! We had confession and I cried after that? And we had like mass at 10.30pm? HAHHA! Super tiring.

Oh the funniest thing was last night I swear! Or should I say this morning? A group of us, excluding me, since I'm always so guai, Hahahaha, yeah they went to disturb Jeremy in his sleep! They took the blanket and rolled it up like a rope, lifted his leg up and pull the blanket up his..........well groin! HAHAHA! We were laughing like mad! Until even Mr Raymond Wong woke up! The funniest thing was that he woke up but pretended that he was sleeping! Asshole! We were trying to see if he was awake and said like funny retarded things to make him laugh but he didn't respond. Thn they said somemore and he pointed the middle finger in his sleep! HAHAHA! We knew he was like semi-awake la! So they stop disturbing him and covered him up with the blanket. Thn we continued to look at him, but he started spasming! Like at first was a little, thn it became worse so we thought he was still cold. After covering him up again, he didn't stop. So we thought it might be his sleeping position and tried turning him around. He didn't stop and Ian and John Paul got worried, like what's wrong with him. They went to wake Mr Wong up to take a look and when Mr Wong went to have a look at Jeremy, he woke up said:" HELLO!" OMG! I Swear we all wanted to kill him! We all whacked up him! Stupid idiot la! Made us all worried! Thn over at Glenn's room, they were playing the peeing game. They played tai di and the loser had to drink water! Few of them drank so many cups, they had to pee like after 45mins la! I tell you ah, watching them play ah, I felt like peeing as well! Serious! HAHAHA!

Oh oh! And there was this facilitator named Joshua who asked me if i'm mixed? Like huh! Don't I even look like I'm mixed? He asked me the exact same question last year you know! Hahaha! He said that I look a bit Hawaiian, Mexican that kind? Like wth! That's so far off! Hahaha! There was this malay aunty at Seven eleven, who asked me if I'm angmoh! Like WAH! Even worse right! Way way way too far off! Hahaha!

Yay! I'm finally done with watching I DREAM! Like after such I longggggggg time! Now I'm going to watch High School Musical. Heh. I played soccer just now and I think today's my day? Hahaha, I scored the 1st goal of the match, scored with a damn nice volley, scored with my left leg, right leg and head as well. But after awhile, my feet started aching after all those running. My blister split open again, well slightly la. Not that bad.

Okay time to go!
Argh, I swear everything I listen to this song, it really makes me regret what I did and what I didn't do. Damn it! I should go and die seriously! Fuck.

Goodnight! BYE!

20070914

YAY! Prelims are over and done with! I have a feeling I won't make it for first 3 months though. I feel like playing! But I'm really tired! Unfortunately I can't really relax and rest cos I still have to go for the RME Retreat! Sigh. Like come on! Give me a break man! Straight after prelims?! WTH la! It's all the way to sunday! Means there is no day for me when I can wake up at my own time! Nvm, at least I have Leslie and Nicholas there. Yvan can't go cos apparently he's REALLY sick. I think this time round the retreat will be a good one.

The weather been's really GREAT to me today man! I was supposed to go running and it rained! Always wrong timing one! I need to lose weight seriously! I'm getting fatter! You know I've already gained back 2kgs! ARGH! HAHA! Anyway, I wanted to finish I Dream by today, but apparently I can't! I only managed to watch til episode 11! Two more to go! Episode 10 is really funny la! So retarded! I had to pack my bag as well, that's why I couldn't finish.

Okay okay! I think I better go now! Or I'll be late!

TATA!

You colour my world!

20070907

[Song: Neotenii - Nightmare]

OMG! I Love this song as much as I LOVE YOU! It gets me all high! Okay so I haven't been blogging lately. Maybe cos I was just super lazy to? Well, I've been super high and happy lately, for APPARENT reasons. HAHA! Anyway, I went shopping on wednesday! Yup! And I bought my Lacoste Polo Tee! Although it's not the colour I wanted, but whatever you say goes! I'll just save and get another one! Or Another two! Hahaha, My light green and orange! I hope they will have the slim fit ones for those colours when I buy them the next time!

I got my guitar picks! But they didn't have my guitar strap! Guess what the guy told me, oh you can try again in a FEW MONTHS TIME! How long does that song to you? Like wah! Might as well next year thn come back! Hahaha, I'll shall go back soon. Make sure I get it. Oh Oh! And I saw Kaoru Niikura's Ganesa! Though it's not the ESP one, it's the lower end Edward's series. But it's still expensive you know! Around $1699, not sure about the all black one though. Imagine the ESP one, maybe like $4k-$10k? Oh and EMG 81 and 85 together cos $280, Seymour Duncans SH-1n with SH-4 together cos $224. Like where the hell am I going to get the money for that huh?! I love these 2 Ganesas the most! I WANTTTTTTTTT!


I really have to study today and over the weekend already! I think I've been very very unproductive this holidays! Partly due to me always having no mood to study! Which is badddddd! I need my A1 for physics and A.math! Come on man! You can do it too!

Oh well, Got to do now!
BYEEEEEEEEEE!

No one's going to take our Sunshine away.

20070903

Sometimes I really wonder what's become of me? I not the person I used to be. I don't remember myself being like that. Well, I just people change over the years right? Who can I blame but me, myself and I? It was never my intention to keep you waiting. NEVER. Why would I want to wait? Even I myself can't believe myself! Guess it's just my nature that I'm like that. Yes, I've realised lately I've been extremely indecisive, even with you not telling me I realised just as much. But it's not always that I'm indecisive, when we make decisions, I always let you make the decision is because I just wanted you to have what you wanted, what I want is not important at all. You come first, I matter not. Maybe that's why I'm always seem indecisive. I admit that there were times I wondered whether or not I should go with it or just stop there, but those were in the beginning. Every time we're together, the less I get that feeling, but it seemed to have crept it's way back lately due to the things that happened between us? One really damn good example was last night? I really didn't message you because I always wondered how you thought of me! Like I get the feeling you're over me because you've been so indifferent to me lately. Well, one thing is for sure, my feelings for you has NEVER wavered. It's been the same since we started off and it's the same now, only stronger.

Once more...

20070902

[Song: Raison D'etre - Nightmare]

Arsenal won 3-1 against portsmouth! YAY! Even with 10 men left! I think Senderos is freaking jinx! He always gets a straight red card for the challenges he makes! Like wth man! The pass few seasons also like that, have to be more careful man. Rosicky and Fabregas scored! Man, I love them! Anyway I was playing soccer just now and I must say today sucked. So many of the freaking Maritains came! All overgrown one! And they are all damn rough! One of them pushed me when I cleared the ball from him when he was about to shoot and I FLEW man! HAHAHA! Now I have abrasion on my kunckles la!

I have to go back to queensway tomorrow man! What a waste of time! All because I bought half size too big! adidas cutting sucks I tell you. Their US9.5 is not 9.5 when I compared to my Nike ones. OH OH OH! I went to check if they have the size for the white and chrome Nike spikes that I wanted and they have it! OMG OMG! I shall save money and order it! I love it to the core man! And hopefully I can get my new jump spikes from Japan later this year.

I watch Ratatouille last night with my family. It was mother's lame idea to watch it! HAHAHA! Like a grown woman wanting to watch cartoon! But I must say the show is really not bad you know, it's quite nice, I really don't mind watching it again.

I want to go shopping this holiday! I must do it! WHO WANT TO GO WITH ME!?!?! I want to buy my Lacoste polo tee, well hopefully if I still have the money. I want to go peninsular and get my guitar strap and new picks! And check out what's new there. Hopefully I can buy a PSP game too! The Sims 2 is really cheap! Like $30+. Oh I saw the new PSP slim version yesterday! It just arrived on friday! It's $299! Relatively cheap, I shall sell away my current one and buy the new one! I'll make sure I get white this time! HAHAHHA! I love it!

Tata!