So I've gotten back my chinese O level results are I must say I'm really disappointed in what I've gotten. I got like a freaking C5? How's that man! I bet even my younger cousin did better than me la! Sure one! Confirm! I really felt like crying in class. And what sort of pissed me off too was that those bloody idiots who play and disrupt Chinese class everyday got B3! How unfair is that! Well, life's like that! We just got to live with it and just let it go. Maybe it's what God has given to us as well, so we should be thankful for that. I really don't know if I should retake? The thought of having to go through all that shit again is OMG! Hell no man! I mean even if I get a better grade for Chinese which is B3 at max! I doubt I will use it to be counted into my L1R5. It just looks better on the certificate, so like what's the point? Why waste time on a language when you could be spending that time on your other subjects? I really hope this would spur me on to work harder in my other subjects. Remember if I can do it so can you! Hahaha!

By the way, did I mention that we celebrated Mrs Woo's 63th Birthday today?! HAHAHA! It was really nice of us to do that. Okay what am I saying, she should be the one saying that! But yeah she DID say that! HAHAHA! The class was blowing the balloons during chemistry which I thought was really quite an inappropriate time cos the class wasn't really paying attention. All they care was about their blow jobs! Hahaha! We got her some pig soft toy as her present tied to a balloon. Anyway we bought her this really huge $66, 2kg mango cake which was custom order just for her! And you know being such a greedy pig I had my second serving even though it was a really small piece.

I didn't go for night studies today, partly cos I'm not in the mood for it since my chinese results are a let down and my friend isn't going tonight. Yes yes I'm a bad boy. But I promise I will go tomorrow! I shall not procrastinate anymore! I need to catch up on my studies! Prelims are very very important as you have to use it for you PAE. So yeah, must do well! Let's go!

I'm damn hungry! I shall go and find food nowwwwww!

Okay, I think I'm still suffering from the effects of Sakae Sushi that day! HAHAHA! I mean I've been feeling very bloated the past few days! Like even when I'm hungry, but my stomach is like bloated? Like there air inside man. Speaking of which, I have no lunch now. My family has abandoned me to watch Rush Hour 3! I want to watch it la! All because I have tuition later! But i think even if i didn't have tuition, I doubt I will still go. I need to study man! So now I'm home alone! Boring man!

I think from tomorrow onwards I shall go for night studies. I really need to catch up on my work, especially my geog and chem! If i go, thn means i can't get to watch all my chinese drama! So it's YOUR job to tell me what happens! HAHAHA! Anyway, the 7pm one is going to end soon. BOO! I want to know what happens!

Running and soccer later, you will see me break my legs! HAHAHA! I mean my street soccer shoes are really useless now. There's no more grip on it. Everytime I run damn fast and change direction I will SURELY slip and fall! Sigh! I need a new pair man! I want that freaking nice adidas one! I shall get money from my mom. Heehee.

I shall be a good boy and study now!

[Song: You're so pretty-We're so pretty - The Charlatans UK]

I've been really slack this week man! I have to really get down on my studies and prelims are just 15 days away! I even went out yesterday, oh but who cares, it was time well spent! Had Sakae Sushi buffet and I was so freaking full after that man! You know I came home to weight myself and I gained freaking 2kgs! Don't know who's smart idea it was huh! But I'm back to normal now. Hahaha. And and and I think that's the most expensive meal I ever spent on and ever eaten! It was like near $45 bucks for just myself? Around there la, plus the stupidest thing I did was to order so many red plates and it sort of defeated the purpose of buffet! Hahaha! That's why my mom always say I need to find a job that can suit my expensive taste next time! Nevermind, time to start saving again!

Oh the Sony PSP slim version is not out yet, but I want it! It's like slimmer and the ram speed is faster! Plus I don't like my black one! I WANT A WHITE ONE! Should have waited a bit longer last time! I need to buy need games too! My PSP is seriously under utilise, my memory stick space storage is also super small! Need to get a new one! But it all voice down to money man! Tsk! Means that will be quite some time from now man! I think maybe after Os? Hahaha.

I think I should shut up now. Tuition later and today is really study day!

Toodles!

Dear God, please help me to freaking open my damn mouth! ARGH!

A heart to heart talk is always good you know. It's makes you realise the things you never knew and never noticed much about yourself. So it's time to change, for the better, for the people around me and for myself. At least that's what I will try my very best to work on now. I'll do anything for you.

School today was a total waste of time man! I didn't bring anything to school and I felt really empty! Like as if something is missing! Had mass and Yvan was acting really retarded the whole time! I fell asleep during the homily! Guess I was super tired!? The celebration after that was way worse! Argh! Let's not talk about it!

My friends came over for soccer today! What can I say? It was really fun and retarded! Isaac and I were cracking jokes and acting retarded the whole time! Even so, we could still provide the goals man! It was really really hot! Like burning man! Idiots wanted to play so early! We could all have melt man! But nevermind I got my tann! Even though it's not as much as I wanted! I wore my jersey and it had sleeves so yeah, the top part of my arm is not tann! ARGH! I had to mop and vacuum the floor after they left man! I can go and become some maria already! What a bright future I have! HAHAHHA!

GOODNIGHT!

I love you too!

NATASHA RAEANNE YEO YUL JIE! What in the world did you do to my tagboarddddd! You must be really really high when you did it man! Come and spam my tagboard! You crazy, mad, !(&%*@(#&@ Girl! Anyway what did you do man!?!?!?!?!

Anyway, I got my new LG SHINE KU970 on sunday man! While you have to degrade to a lousier phone! HAHHAAHA! That phone never fails to amaze me! Love it man! Now I only have to put my stuffs inside man, which I didn't had the chance to do so. And yeah, my mom doesn't know that I change phone! HAHAHA! Me and my dad kept it away from her with our good acting skills. Know why? Cos we know that if she finds out she will confirm make alot of noise! HAHAHA! Only thing I woke up later yesterday cos the alarm wasn't really loud enough? I don't know? Have to try it out again today. But luckily my dad sent me to school.

Many things happened yesterday I must say. I had flu for the whole day in school man! So freaking irritating! Don't know how I got it as well! Either I got it in the car or someone in school passed it to me! There's this problem with me, once I sneeze, my nose will start to run and I hate it! Argh! I used like half of my friend's tissue box? And my table was like some toilet bowl? It was like a quarter filled with soiled tissue paper! Talk about germs man! Now the side of my nose is super raw and painful whenever I rub it, due to the amount of tissues I used! Even now I still have a bit of flu but much better than yesterday. But I can't sing for nuts now! BOOO!

We went to Shatec after school for some Western Dining Etiquette. It was super retarded I swear! I had to play role the girl and Moses had to push in the chair for me. Eh! Once in a lifetime experience okay! Hahaha! I was quite unsure to sit down at what speed you know! Like what happen if I fall down and all how!? But Moses did a great job for me la. Now it's my turn to do it for you! Anyway, they served us a 4 course meal and we were all super bloated after that! Smoke Salmon for appetizer, Cream of mushroom for soup, some chicken thing for main and some strawberry cake for dessert. The food was bad but it wasn't very good either. Quite normal? We kept asking for bread la! Like free flow like that! The other tables as well! Super retarded! What's more was that waiter who serve us looked like feaz or however you spell it from "That 70s show!". And I was playing with the brown sugar in my tea after everything. I added alot and it didn't dissolve completely.

Anyway, Physics Practicals are later! Yup, so here I am at home still slacking away. I really don't want to screw it up! I hope I know what to do for the planning of experiment and draw my graph well and take note of the accuracy of the instrument I'm using! Wish me luck man! Speaking of which Prelims are like just 3 weeks away? Or lesser? Have to really study study study. Must make up of the up coming holidays to study!

I shall go for my run later!

BYE NOW!

[Song: Let It Roll-Velvet Revolver]

Oh how I love school on fridays. It's such fun! Yesterday was really funny during P.E. We were all playing touch rugby and we were laughing like mad! There was this moment that William got the ball and started running and 3 of us started to chase him! Then we touched him at the same time, so I guess the force was pretty strong, so he jump, flew and landed rolling on the field! It was damn funny man! Everyone was laughing our heads off! Plus 3 of us were the quite big size kind? HAHAHA!

Then during Physics, Mr Lam accidentally pointed the middle finger at us! Stupid man! He didn't realise at first cos he was "still got one more thing" with his middle finger in the air! When he realised he started to really point it at us! Retarded man! Thn Edgar went to bluff me also after school! He told me that this soccer player transferred to some Iraq soccer club called Baghdad Bombers! Then I went to believe him! OMG man! Then I was thinking where got soccer club call themselves Bombers?!?!?!?! Only later then he told me:"wah! like that you also believe me ah!" Freak man! Well! That's the problem with me! I always believe people damn easily one! So easily until I always get tricked! ARGHHHHH!

Today was quite okay? I managed to study geog after I came home from tuition for 3 hrs before leaving for my wai po jia. So it wasn't as bad as yesterday where I totally slacked man! Oh did I mentioned that I wanted to go for night studies last night when I couldn't find my house key! So I couldn't leave the house! I was searching high and low for it until I pass the time man! So I unpacked my stuffs and found it in between my damn books! Stupid man! Okay so yeah, the others played mahjong so my cousin and I went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to do some grocery shopping for his house. He treated me to coffeebean man!

That's about it man!
Goodnight!

The first thing I wrote with it was your name.

Looking back then, I thinks it's really a stupid thing overall. Yeah, something superbly dumb that I did man! Nevermind, what matters now is that we both forget it and move on. Forget the bad memories and keep the good ones.

I feel damn guilty now. I didn't go for my run as I had planned! Shit! I feel like I'm gaining weight and that I wasted my time. ARGH! Nevermind, I shall go tomorrow! I swear! Only 24 days left to prelims man! I might just go for night study tomorrow, depending. Cos I always feel damn slack on friday nights. So must force myself to study, especially for Chem, Geog, SS and E.maths which are all before the september holidays!

So yesterday chemistry practical was quite okay? Only that I got my calculations wrong, ARGH! and I didn't study on how to prepare the experiment thing. Something really funny happened after that. I went around asking what cation the others got. They said calcium carbonate, thn I got a shocked cos I put Zinc. Then someone went to ask 2 of the chem teachers, they said it's zinc carbonate! HAHAHHAHA! I laughed right in their faces man! Stupid idiots made me super scared la! When they heard, they all got frightened! HAHA! You should have seen their faces man! But then I didn't put carbonate, so wrong as well...shit man! I tested for carbon dioxide TWICE and even saw like 4-5 bubbles but no white precipitate form! Wtf man! Not fair! I want to complain! My chemicals contaminated la!