[Song: Raison D'etre - Nightmare]
Arsenal won 3-1 against portsmouth! YAY! Even with 10 men left! I think Senderos is freaking jinx! He always gets a straight red card for the challenges he makes! Like wth man! The pass few seasons also like that, have to be more careful man. Rosicky and Fabregas scored! Man, I love them! Anyway I was playing soccer just now and I must say today sucked. So many of the freaking Maritains came! All overgrown one! And they are all damn rough! One of them pushed me when I cleared the ball from him when he was about to shoot and I FLEW man! HAHAHA! Now I have abrasion on my kunckles la!
I have to go back to queensway tomorrow man! What a waste of time! All because I bought half size too big! adidas cutting sucks I tell you. Their US9.5 is not 9.5 when I compared to my Nike ones. OH OH OH! I went to check if they have the size for the white and chrome Nike spikes that I wanted and they have it! OMG OMG! I shall save money and order it! I love it to the core man! And hopefully I can get my new jump spikes from Japan later this year.
I watch Ratatouille last night with my family. It was mother's lame idea to watch it! HAHAHA! Like a grown woman wanting to watch cartoon! But I must say the show is really not bad you know, it's quite nice, I really don't mind watching it again.
I want to go shopping this holiday! I must do it! WHO WANT TO GO WITH ME!?!?! I want to buy my Lacoste polo tee, well hopefully if I still have the money. I want to go peninsular and get my guitar strap and new picks! And check out what's new there. Hopefully I can buy a PSP game too! The Sims 2 is really cheap! Like $30+. Oh I saw the new PSP slim version yesterday! It just arrived on friday! It's $299! Relatively cheap, I shall sell away my current one and buy the new one! I'll make sure I get white this time! HAHAHHA! I love it!
Tata!
20070830
Finally I get some rest! I haven't been touching the computer for a week! That's quite long i guess? English paper 1 was quite okay? But not paper 2! The stupid school wanted to kill us! Idiot one! My brain was literally jammed after that! And I rushed my summary like siao! I wonder if I can still get my A1! I just wanted to go home and you stone there until the effect subsides. A 15 min nap did it for me, before I left for the library.
E Maths on monday was quite okay? But I doubt I can get my A1 anymore. I found paper 1 hard and I screwed up my paper 2 with like 3 or 4 major mistakes?! Oh and I screwed up my Social Studies essay to! One of it. I was going to do Venice and I forgot the points for the first essay! It was like after I completed everything else that I recalled it! By then, there was very little time left. Chemistry I must say for the first time in my life, I'm confident of passing! HAHAHA! I've never pass once since upper sec! I realised Chemistry isn't that hard you know! I shall start mastering it for Os!
Then came a break cos Art was on wednesday. I had a really good nap! So I became a bloody mugger yesterday! I studied geog the whole day and I still couldn't finish it! So I didn't managed to finish the paper today! I wonder how retarded people like leslie and Jit Yong can write 16 pages when I only wrote like 9 pages? Must train my speed already! Nevermind, there's still paper 1 for me to makeup. Physics, A Maths, Chinese and Elect Lit is the week when holidays open! Means I have to study during the holidays and make damn sure I get As for those, well expect of course Chinese! HAHAHA! I can NEVER get it!
So I have an early holiday which starts today! Or tomorrow I should say? I want to do many things! I want to go out, and play! and Shop! and have fun! But still study! I hope I have a chance to make one of those days one that I will remember! After such a long time! I have like 100 plus in my wallet and 100 plus in my bank and I have absolutely no idea what to do with it! Even though I have many things that I want to buy, see how, I'm still deciding.
Oh, the more I see Frankie, the prettier she gets! HAHAHA!
Got to go now!
BYEEEEEEEEEE!
As long as you're dreaming, we're not giving in.
E Maths on monday was quite okay? But I doubt I can get my A1 anymore. I found paper 1 hard and I screwed up my paper 2 with like 3 or 4 major mistakes?! Oh and I screwed up my Social Studies essay to! One of it. I was going to do Venice and I forgot the points for the first essay! It was like after I completed everything else that I recalled it! By then, there was very little time left. Chemistry I must say for the first time in my life, I'm confident of passing! HAHAHA! I've never pass once since upper sec! I realised Chemistry isn't that hard you know! I shall start mastering it for Os!
Then came a break cos Art was on wednesday. I had a really good nap! So I became a bloody mugger yesterday! I studied geog the whole day and I still couldn't finish it! So I didn't managed to finish the paper today! I wonder how retarded people like leslie and Jit Yong can write 16 pages when I only wrote like 9 pages? Must train my speed already! Nevermind, there's still paper 1 for me to makeup. Physics, A Maths, Chinese and Elect Lit is the week when holidays open! Means I have to study during the holidays and make damn sure I get As for those, well expect of course Chinese! HAHAHA! I can NEVER get it!
So I have an early holiday which starts today! Or tomorrow I should say? I want to do many things! I want to go out, and play! and Shop! and have fun! But still study! I hope I have a chance to make one of those days one that I will remember! After such a long time! I have like 100 plus in my wallet and 100 plus in my bank and I have absolutely no idea what to do with it! Even though I have many things that I want to buy, see how, I'm still deciding.
Oh, the more I see Frankie, the prettier she gets! HAHAHA!
Got to go now!
BYEEEEEEEEEE!
As long as you're dreaming, we're not giving in.
20070823
[Song: Dreaming - Frankie and Calvin]
I'm addicted to this songgggggg! It's nice! I keep singing it to myself in class! HAHAHA!
OHHHHH! Tomorrow is the start of my prelimssss! It's english and I want to get my A1! Well, hope I get it! STUDY STUDY STUDY! YOU CAN DO IT TOO! Okay I have to go now! Night studies!
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE!
I'm addicted to this songgggggg! It's nice! I keep singing it to myself in class! HAHAHA!
OHHHHH! Tomorrow is the start of my prelimssss! It's english and I want to get my A1! Well, hope I get it! STUDY STUDY STUDY! YOU CAN DO IT TOO! Okay I have to go now! Night studies!
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE!
20070821
This week is going to be really busy man! Like some super studying week. I had my first Chinese lesson yesterday for those retaking and I must say it's really good man. You know why? Cos there is no more Aaron Goh!!!! HAHAHHA! He seriously can't teach for nuts. Now there's these 2 super good chinese teachers teaching just the 6 of us. Good right?! Doesn't mean there's only 6 retaking chinese ah! There are still others with other teachers. But these 2 teachers, their form classes had the most number of A1s i think? My friend was like "Wah, the first chinese lesson after 2 years!" HAHAHA! Damn mean! Oh oh, both the 7pm and 9pm chinese drama are gone! BOOOO! Nothing to watch now. Which is also a good thing la. Lucikly the 7pm one will return! Yay! Come on Cheenaaaaa!
I really need to catch up on my Geog and Chem man! I want to pon school tomorrow and head to the library to studyyyyy! School tomorrow is super waste of time! Unproductive shit! That's why I want to ponnn! I hope my mom allows. I told my Dad this morning. I shall go and pester her when she comes home tonight. Plus I've been super tired these 2 days! I keep falling asleep in class! I need to catch up on my sleep! So if i'm allowed to pon, means I can sleep a little more! I want to study on friday too! After my English paper! Wish my luck man! I need to go and revise the format for situational writing. I hope there will be night studies even when exams are on! Speaking of which I didn't go yesterday and today! And If I pon school tomorrow, I doubt I will be going as well. So thursday is the last day for me this week. So sad, it's fun you know and porductive too!
I'm going to study my ass off now! HAHAHA!
TATA!
I really need to catch up on my Geog and Chem man! I want to pon school tomorrow and head to the library to studyyyyy! School tomorrow is super waste of time! Unproductive shit! That's why I want to ponnn! I hope my mom allows. I told my Dad this morning. I shall go and pester her when she comes home tonight. Plus I've been super tired these 2 days! I keep falling asleep in class! I need to catch up on my sleep! So if i'm allowed to pon, means I can sleep a little more! I want to study on friday too! After my English paper! Wish my luck man! I need to go and revise the format for situational writing. I hope there will be night studies even when exams are on! Speaking of which I didn't go yesterday and today! And If I pon school tomorrow, I doubt I will be going as well. So thursday is the last day for me this week. So sad, it's fun you know and porductive too!
I'm going to study my ass off now! HAHAHA!
TATA!
20070817
[Song: Don't Drop That Dime - Velvet Revolver]
This song never fails to cheer me up! HAHAHHA! It's super funny! Image a hard rock group playing country music! OMG! HAHAHA! I came to realised that if you keep yourself in that feeling forever, you will be less likely to ever come out of it. So you have to do something about it and end all your misery! Maybe there's some bright side after all? Okay I think I'm quite high now, after all that singing and jumping around!
Got to go for night studies real soon and after that we are going to have a bit of fun amid all our busy lives. We are going out to eat after that, dinner for me and maybe supper for others? HAHA! I don't knowwwww. It's going to be the first meal of the day too! I'm not aneroxic ah! Don't send me to the SGH rehab thing hor! I'm just saving money! Hahahha!
Well, I'm really sorry.
Looks like I've done it again.
It's not your fault, it's mine.
I'll try my best, and we'll be closer than ever.
This song never fails to cheer me up! HAHAHHA! It's super funny! Image a hard rock group playing country music! OMG! HAHAHA! I came to realised that if you keep yourself in that feeling forever, you will be less likely to ever come out of it. So you have to do something about it and end all your misery! Maybe there's some bright side after all? Okay I think I'm quite high now, after all that singing and jumping around!
Got to go for night studies real soon and after that we are going to have a bit of fun amid all our busy lives. We are going out to eat after that, dinner for me and maybe supper for others? HAHA! I don't knowwwww. It's going to be the first meal of the day too! I'm not aneroxic ah! Don't send me to the SGH rehab thing hor! I'm just saving money! Hahahha!
Well, I'm really sorry.
Looks like I've done it again.
It's not your fault, it's mine.
I'll try my best, and we'll be closer than ever.
[Song: HADES - Dir en grey]
Flaws. I've realised that I've plenty of that. I have a damn fucked up attitude that always hurt the people I love most, so maybe it's best to stay away from me? Not that I want to, but I always end up doing it somehow. I lie, so never believe a thing I say. Everything I do always come backs to me, so I have to change. I tried, it's not as if I never try. I keep telling myself that, but sometimes it just gets the better of me. Everything is my fault, what goes around comes around. Why is it that people all around me seem to be in a better position than I am? Sigh.
Yes, I was lonely, I was sad, but I wasn't angry. What if one day someone asks you out and you both agreed but that person doesn't turn up? How would you feel? All I ever wanted to do was to spend time with the one I love most, but it was not to be. Oh and I realised that patience in me is really just another self-denial thing that people say I have. It's all bullshit. I've none of it. I've learnt it the hard way and I still need to improve on it.
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ, now I know my ABC, won't you come and sing with me? HAHAHHA! Okay I'm bored.
BYE BYE BYE!
Flaws. I've realised that I've plenty of that. I have a damn fucked up attitude that always hurt the people I love most, so maybe it's best to stay away from me? Not that I want to, but I always end up doing it somehow. I lie, so never believe a thing I say. Everything I do always come backs to me, so I have to change. I tried, it's not as if I never try. I keep telling myself that, but sometimes it just gets the better of me. Everything is my fault, what goes around comes around. Why is it that people all around me seem to be in a better position than I am? Sigh.
Yes, I was lonely, I was sad, but I wasn't angry. What if one day someone asks you out and you both agreed but that person doesn't turn up? How would you feel? All I ever wanted to do was to spend time with the one I love most, but it was not to be. Oh and I realised that patience in me is really just another self-denial thing that people say I have. It's all bullshit. I've none of it. I've learnt it the hard way and I still need to improve on it.
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ, now I know my ABC, won't you come and sing with me? HAHAHHA! Okay I'm bored.
BYE BYE BYE!
20070816
[Song: Brand New Beat - BoA]
I've been seriously lost and confused these few days. After getting back my Chinese results. I've been thinking whether I should retake it. What if i get the same results? Will it affect my time spend on other subjects and whether they will be affected? Sigh, I really don't know. All I know is that I signed up for it and I'm going to retake it. I really really hope I do well this time.
Well, I had my English Orals yesterday and I seriously don't know how well I did. I'm really really scared. Reading was perfect, picture was quite erm......bad should I say? I don't know whether it's bad but I felt it was the worst among the 3 components cos the picture was just this bus stuck in a flooded road and people pushing it. That's all, nothing else. Many of us felt that there were quite little things to talk about. Conversation was pretty average i guess? The first question was "How do you find Singapore's weather?". Not that hard, but the weather's been quite erratic lately so it's quite weird. Oh and there was this question "Have you ever been in a life threatening situation?" but still considering the weather. I said no, then they moved on. I mean what's there to say? YES! YES! I've been and talk some crap up? But that's the part that I'm quite scared about, whether it will pull my marks down?
Even now I still feel very lost. Like my life is some sort of maze that I have to find my way out. My mood has been quite erratic too. Maybe it's just the stress and all? Hopefully I guess. Sometimes it just makes me wonder what I should do? The plan that I always wanted to do now seems to have disappeared before me. I don't know even know if I will ever do it again? Well, I did want to but it just seems all too weird now, after what had happened. Whether it is or it's not? I guess I'm quite a failure in everything I do. Sigh.
This song always cheers me up.
I've been seriously lost and confused these few days. After getting back my Chinese results. I've been thinking whether I should retake it. What if i get the same results? Will it affect my time spend on other subjects and whether they will be affected? Sigh, I really don't know. All I know is that I signed up for it and I'm going to retake it. I really really hope I do well this time.
Well, I had my English Orals yesterday and I seriously don't know how well I did. I'm really really scared. Reading was perfect, picture was quite erm......bad should I say? I don't know whether it's bad but I felt it was the worst among the 3 components cos the picture was just this bus stuck in a flooded road and people pushing it. That's all, nothing else. Many of us felt that there were quite little things to talk about. Conversation was pretty average i guess? The first question was "How do you find Singapore's weather?". Not that hard, but the weather's been quite erratic lately so it's quite weird. Oh and there was this question "Have you ever been in a life threatening situation?" but still considering the weather. I said no, then they moved on. I mean what's there to say? YES! YES! I've been and talk some crap up? But that's the part that I'm quite scared about, whether it will pull my marks down?
Even now I still feel very lost. Like my life is some sort of maze that I have to find my way out. My mood has been quite erratic too. Maybe it's just the stress and all? Hopefully I guess. Sometimes it just makes me wonder what I should do? The plan that I always wanted to do now seems to have disappeared before me. I don't know even know if I will ever do it again? Well, I did want to but it just seems all too weird now, after what had happened. Whether it is or it's not? I guess I'm quite a failure in everything I do. Sigh.
This song always cheers me up.
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