You doing the same thing to me over and over again.

[Song: I hope you dance-Lee Ann Womack]

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give fate the fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances but they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small when you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith the fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)
(Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)

Everything in life is stupid.

Life isn't worth it at all.

It has to end here.

Somewhere, somehow, soon.

So save me now, tell me life is beautiful.

I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong.

I try my best, but my best never seems to be good enough.













I will still be waiting though.

[Song: Again-Lenny Kravitz]

I've been searching for you
I heard a cry within my soul
I've never had a yearning quite like this before
Now that you are walking right through my door

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

A sacred gift of heaven
For better worse, wherever
And I would never let somebody break you down
Until you cried, never

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

At every time I've always known
That you where there, upon your throne
A lonely queen without her king
I longed for you, my love forever

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

LLTC was quite okay. Some activities were quite enriching especially those held at night. I wouldn't say it was a wonderful camp, due to times when the facilitators spoilt the camp for us. Poor Yvan fell into the drain in the morning and hurt himself badly. Haha. Plus I'm having cramps on my legs now. After not running for 3 months, and finally running during LLTC.

I feel kinda shit now. I still want my wallet back. I don't take it lightly when I lose something especially important to me. I hate losing my stuffs.

I'm sorry for my thoughts.

So exams are over but I'm sort of sad now. Cos I lost my wallet today. Within that 15-20 mins, i lost my wallet and I don't know where it is! Perhaps I should have just gone home with you, thn maybe i could have found out that i lost my wallet earlier. I just hope some kind soul will return it back to me. Pray for me pleaseee.

I shall say no more.

Thank you for being so understanding.

There was no class yesterday. Eeyer. Stupid la.

Anyway, went to get my hair cut. While waiting for my turn. My Dad told me the our car number plate number "3875" came out for 4D! First prize somemore! WTF! He should have bought it man! Thn imagine what Guitar I could buy with that money! Haha. We could be some millionaire now. My Father stop buying the number cos he bought it that last few times and it didn't come out. Last time it was his Handphone no. it came out Second prize! Wah. Anyway, he stop Gambling already, except the occasionally ones like Majong during chinese new year and stuffs like that. Guess he really change over the years. Like quitting smoking and gambling. Finally what I have been telling him for years has gotten into his head. I kept telling him that if he stop gambling and smoking, he would have alot of money to spend on other things, which he realise that only now. Haha.

Anyhow I don't really believe in those things, plus gambling is bad. I don't like gambling cos I'm afraid to lose money! haha. Thats why you never see me gamble. I believe that what's not yours is not yours. So even if you don't get it, it's fated. Easy come, easy go. Things never come easy in life, unless are some super rich person. Thn thats another story. Oh and until yesterday thn did my Mom realised that my sis has an Ipod nano. Hahaha. After how many months thn my moms knows about it!

I think I shall end here.
I will blog after FYE.
Got to go and study now.

Bye!

11 days left, and I'm missing you badly.

[Song: INCREASE BLUE- Dir en grey]

I really don't know how dumb I can get. Remember me saying that my MP3 was spoilt? Guess what? It's not at all! Yesterday, I decided to just try turning it on again. So I just grab some battery and it turned on! Haha. The last time I tried, i kept using the batteries that were flat and i kept thinking they were new! Argh! Stupid me. Anyway, thats besides the point. I'm so happy that I found out my MP3 is working! haha. I seriously need music.

Anyway, I think our class was very well behave today for a Friday. Unusually strange. Normally everyone would be very noisy and energetic. Maybe it's the FYEs. Oh, and Zachary asked my why I'm so guai today. hahaha. Don't ask me. I don't know too. I just felt like being quiet today. I think sitting without joining tables is much better. The whole class is more well-behaved. Oh and during the end of the day, I don't know for what reason, I felt restless and disorientated. Oh and I think that my house captian really shouldn't be house captain. It's not only me that thinks that way, everybody does too. There are like so many others that can be a better one than him, but i dunno why he has to be. I bet he suck up or something. The vice-captian too. Anyway, I couldn't care less about it.

Oh and HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY MARISSA! Haha.

Goodnight,
Goodbye!

12.10.2006