I just found out just yesterday that my triple jump for nationals is just NEXT FRIDAY! Wahpiang! Freaking fast man! And what's worse is that there is no qualifying round! Just start finals! Oh me oh my. Speaking of which I have to go swimming later to help recover my hamstring. I pulled it since last friday and it's still hampering me until now.

I haven't been able to watch Wimbledon lately, cos I'm practically too busy. I think I shall try and watch from the quarter finals onwards since it's quite boring now. I went to stadium to buy my tennis grip yesterday and saw many many nice rackets and I want them all! Especially Nblade and Ntour2. I think I'm starting to have a fetish for tennis rackets now. HAHAHA! Hope I'm able to find time to play tennis soon again man.

Mr Tang really knows how to scare people you know. He was telling us how near the Os were and how fast it will come. He even drew some table so that we can see better exactly how much time we have left. So I counted and I have exactly 59 days from now to prelims and we have 115 days left to Os. OMG man! OH OH! I have my Chinese O Level Orals TOMORROW! Hope I don't die or what and that the passage is an easy one. I shall just go and try my very best. There's nothing much left for me to do now. Wish me luck and keep me in your prays man.

Oh when I heard today that monday is going to be a holiday cos of youth day, you can never imagine how happy I was man! I want more holidays! I want to play tennis and watch Transformers! WHO WANT TO JOIN ME!?!?!

I went to Hwa Chong just now to submit my DSA application and I must say it's really big and really deep in even though it's just the JC section. I think the enviroment there is really peacerful and nice. Thank God for this really nice and friendly teacher whom we met at the gate and she led us to the general office and gave us a mini tour of the school as well. If not for her, I bet I'll be lost like some fool wondering around. Makes me want to go there even though it's quite siao there.

This term for me is really going to be a killer. Yes, I repeat A KILLER! With everything moving very fast, there is still track for me and studies. It's going to be a very short term. I have to stay back in school almost every other day for some study session shit and even on some of the saturday morning! I want to sleep can! I mean you wake up so early everyday for 5 days, do you even want to go back that early on a saturday!?!?! I might just very well pon it. What can they do to me man! My only free day now on weekdays are thursday. I might reserve it for tennis or what ever I want to do. There are also like weekly tests going on now for certain subjects, especially maths. Nvm , I think it's for the better.

I checked with M1 yesterday and there is like 2 weeks left in my contract before I can upgrade to a new phone. Which means I still can't beat the GST hike for my LG Shine. Nvm, after that thn. I shall convince my father to buy it for me. What I shall try to do now is to convince my mom to buy me that very nice lacoste polo tee for me before the GST hike. HAHAHHA.

Anyway, Wimbledon just started yesterday and I shall try as much as I can to watch it even though I'm busy. And I'm also into my second day without eating recess! YES! HHAHAHAH!

BYE NOW!

I remembered that this time, this day, last year, I twisted my ankle really badly from soccer so much so that I couldn't walk properly, had to skip school the following day and go for an X-Ray. It swelled up really badly that it took 1 whole term, 10 weeks to recover. Consequently, it affected my nationals performance. To think that I jumped with my ankle like that was bad enough, and triple jump is one of the most stressful event in track and field as it puts alot of pressure on the body. Crazy! Anyway, I'm happy to say that I'm alright now and shall aim for my medal in the nationals. My hamstring are killing me by the way.

School is starting tomorrow and I HATE IT! I want more holidays. I think my life is about to get more systematic from now on. I have to balance mainly track and school, besides my other stuffs. I hope I can still find time to do my other things like play tennis or even my guitar. But yeah, for now it revolves around these 2 things. Hopefully I can cope with my work and all. I still have to make a trip down to Hwa Chong to submit my DSA application. Luckily it's on the way home. From now on until my nationals are over, I shall not eat recess anymore and hopefully force myself to go for a run. Yes, call me crazy.

Had my haircut just now which I have nothing to say about it. Then went down to queensway with my dad and his friend to the tennis shop there. Sad to say it's really small and they don't have much variety of rackets there. I was looking for this racket but it wasn't there. Boo them man. And I forgot to ask how much the Nblade racket cost. They don't even have the grip I wanted to get as my replacement for my racket. That's how bad they suck. Hahaha. Okay, I'm mean now. I have got to iron my uniforms and other clothes now.

BYE!
School Sucks!

[Song: Tears in Heaven-Eric Clapton]

I went to submit my DSA for CJC just now. I don't really like that place there. It's old and shitty and the facilities there sucks. I'm just doing it cos my mom ask me to? I just hope my DSA to Hwa Chong goes through and they will accept me. Just left with the personal statement part that's all. Or or or maybe I should go poly? Haha, after reading yesterday's article about the 2 guys being accepted into medicine faculty. It really gave me hope even if I were to go poly. Study my shit off on one particular subject and do well in it rather than going to JC and study so many and be good in none at all. I shall see how.

I think my body is failing me. Or maybe I should start by giving it enough rest. I've been sleeping really late this holidays. It's physically tired. Training today really sucked. I felt damn neglected by my coach. Like what the hell man. I wanted to just packed up and go home. But I told myself it's better not too. I shall not say more into it. I just need to lose more weight and strengthen my legs. That should do it.

I want the new LG Shine! It's so so damn nice and shiny. Sometimes I think I'm quite like a girl man. I like shiny shiny little things. HAHAHA! They turn me on. Okay sounds wrong. But yeah I like shiny things. The screen is a mirror and the body is a full metel body. Solid man!

Okay, I'm tired. I shall go and take my nap now, before I shed more weight later.

SOMEBODY PLAY TENNIS WITH ME! Bleah!

I missed training today. I was feeling super tired when I woke up this. I felt as if I had no more energy in me to do anything anymore. So I decided to keep training and went back to sleep. Even now I still feel damn tired. I just want to sleep forever until I had enough of it and feel damn bloody energetic to do whatever I want. Maybe I shall do that tomorrow. I wonder if have enough energy to train on my own later.Plus I feel like I'm getting into a pretty bad shape lately. I just called Yvan just now to ask what they did for training and he said coach was very sad today cos I didn't go for training. Well, they all were. They thought that after my poor performance yesterday I gave up on track already. Haha, it's not that la, It's just that I'm really tired. I will go back on wednesday. I just need a break and let my body rest.

I shall spend the rest of my afternoon, quiet and alone to do my study for the whole day. Maybe a little bit of training to if I can. I feel quite empty now.

Bye now.

You know I think Bukit Gombak is really a jinx place for me. I swear it is man! Never once have I performed well there. NEVER! The very first time was the relays there way back in sec 2 and screwed up the chance of getting medal. I somehow think there is this connection with me and the Choa Chu Kang Stadium, I always perform better there. Somehow. I think it's time I start training using the 11m board and push myself further. So much for aiming for 13m. I didn't even hit 12m when I'm consistently hitting that during training. I'm sick and tired of it. I'm tired, really tired.

Attended Ric's birthday party just now. I spent like 2 hrs total in travel time just to get there to and fro cos he stays all the way at Pasir Ris! Like all the way from the west to the east. Nevermind, at least he's a friend worth going for. We played tennis and soccer before it got boring during the later part of the party due to all the different different cliques. Despite that, that food was really good, and I ate until I was freaking full! Shit man! And you are going to hear me complain that I'm FAT right now! Have to go running tmr!

Oh man, 1 week left of the holidays. I better start on all my holiday homework. I have been studying but I haven't actually started my homework. Speaking of which I have to rush to complete all my DSA applications by the end of the week. If not i'm dead meat. I shall just try to see how. I don't really care if I don't get it anyway. Judging from my track performance now, I might want to change CCA in JC. See how. I might just take up tennis.

[Song: Because of you-W-inds]

Today wasn't a really great day for me in terms of my jumps. I did a 5.1m man! So embarrassing! Like I used to be quite good? HHAHAH! My long jump is like going down down down, but my triple is getting better, so ironic right? Both should be improving! Oh wth man! Nvm, I'm only taking triple for nationals and I hope I can do a 13m tomorrow, which I pormised my coach. Shouldn't be that difficult since I spent most of mass today visualising my triple jump for tomorrow. HAHAHA!

Anyway I used my crumpler today even though I had no apparent need or reason to use it! HAHAHHA! I just felt like using it since I bought it yesterday. I spent a bomb yesterday! Nearly $200 okay! I collected my white jeans which I thought was a perfect fix and damn nice? I went to change my watch strap too. I didn't know that they change the casing too, so it's like new watch now. Cool man! Cos apparently for that model, the strap comes with the casing too.

I still haven't watch Ocean's thirteen and Zodiac. I wonder why no one wants to watch Ocean's Thirteen with me?! Must be cos I'm too ego. Actually many people asked me, by I rejected them. HAHAHA! My fault, my fault. Now I want to watch transformers! It's FREAKING COOL man! The Robots are damn nice, and I swear the Decepticons are cooler then the Autobots, especially Megatron!

Just now Blizzard Entertainment distracted me by sending me an e-mails about STARCRAFT II! HOW COOL IS THAT! I'm sooooooooooooooooo going to get that game when it releases! Shit Shit Shit! Only half the protoss section is up! The other races are not up yet! Must keep checking! Go check it out, I bet you will want it too! That's if you're a guy!

Tata!